BLiND LOVE✔️

Chapter-4🍂

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When you used to take me out with you,

Hearing some girls whispering about you,

About how attractive you are,

How handsome you are.

Always made my heart flatter, leaving butterflies in my belly.

That made me feel special somehow.

Or maybe exceptional.

But that also made me feel small.

It made me feel guilty.

The guilt of being such a useless blind girlfriend of a flawless man like you.

Do you know something, Jimin?

How many times a day I wish to see you only for once.

I've always wanted to see you.

I've always wondered how you looked like. The way you smiled at me...

I've always felt bad for myself that I couldn't see everything like a normal person.

I hated being blind...

Cause I couldn't see the person I love so much.

Nor I could see myself if I was pretty or not.

But whenever I asked you if I was pretty or not, you always replied,

"You're more than just beautiful, sweetheart."

I smiled knowing that it was just a sweet little lie to me happy.

How can a blind girl like me be pretty when I can't even put some simple makeup on.

I wondered why did you fall for me in the first place.

I'm blind...

I'm not close to pretty...

I'm just not worth of your love...

I sometimes ask myself, do you really love me, Jimin?

Or it's just a pretend.

I know you never disappointed me but still,

I could feel some lacking between us.

Why does your phone always kept buzzing when we are together.

And everytime it did, you almost forget about my presence.

Is it me?

Or someone else?

That makes me wonder,

Is it love?

Or it's just some sort of kindness towards a poor blind girl?

Why do I feel like I'm a burden to you?

I'm starting to suspect you, Jimin.

Are you cheating on me?

But I've always kept telling myself that you could never do such thing...

Until the day you proved me wrong.