Lost and Found

Chapter 9

Elena pov

"Elena, we just want to talk, that's all" Dean says. Just want to talk that's a lie. They won't come in will they? There is silence so that means they left. I continue what I'm doing until my body shakes at the eyes that lie on me. "You weren't supposed to see this" I utter in shock. My arm is covered in blood and scars. Shit, shit, shit! I move away from Dean as he is at my side looking at how bad it is. I keep on moving so he doesn't see my arm. "Just let me see Lena," Dean begs. "Just get out please Dean, leave that's what you're good at" my harsh words come out like knives stabbing someone in the back. "I'm not leaving this time, not ever" he argues back. Ever? Sam comes running in with a fist aid kit and is at my other side. I still have the glass in one hand while I lower my bleeding arm. Sam takes my arm in his hand and starts to clean it up. Dean takes away the glass from my hand and throws it in the bin. "We aren't going to judge you but how long has this been going on for but we can understand why you would do this probably" Sam comfortably asks.

"After Jody and Tess left," I confess. Dean's face looks hurt but in a sad way. Sam puts a long ass patch over the cuts to seal them. "They are just memories of Elena so talk to us" Dean pleads. "Not today, tomorrow or the next day. I need time to wrap my head around a few things but what's this about Castiel being my guardian angel?" I mumble. Dean and Sam go blank. "It's better if Cass explains that to you" Dean answers in his stern voice. "I'm going to get dinner" Dean gets off the bed and goes to walk out the door. Before he walks out he stops. "Hawian pizza with a small garlic pizza still Lena?" After all this time Dean still remembers my pizza order. "Yes Dean" I laughed back. Dean winks at me and leaves.

"See we can't forget you even while our memories are gone. There was a missing piece" Sam jokes. "But Elena if you ever get the urge to do things like this again talk to me okay. I've been in the same place as you but Dean was there with me the whole time" Sam adds. "Thanks Sam, It's good to remember you again," I reply with a smile. I turn on the tv as Sam leaves and flick through the channels until I stop flicking. The Notebook. One of Caroline's favourites.

Dean came back with my pizza a half hour later as he apparently got held up. In other words there was a hot chick. If I remember anything about Dean his excuses were easy to read. I sat here eating Pizza and watching the Notebook until I started to feel tired. I had just gotten back my memories today. It is a bit much. I'm exhausted! At least I'm safe and with the people I call family.

I wake feeling better. A ray of sunshine? I have been a wreck lately. It's time I start to boost myself back up. At least now I know I'm not living with two strangers. Today I will explain what happened to me for three and a half years. I grab a pair of clothes from my draw and walk out to my room and to the showers. "Sorry" I quickly shut my eyes at Dean standing there wrapping a towel around him. Good going Elena. Not how I want to start my morning off. "Elena you can open your eyes now," Dean confirms. Dean could be lying for all I know but I really want a shower. I open my eyes to see a shirtless Dean now with a towel wrapped around him. Wow Dean is something. His muscles are displayed. There is still water dripping off him which makes him look even hotter. Maybe my childhood crush hasn't completely gone away. Dean walks out the bathroom leaving it to me to have shower. I have to get used to this. Hopefully I don't make this mistake again. I turn on the shower and strip off my clothes. Today has to be different.

Dean pov

Okay maybe living with Elena is going to take time to adjust to. Last night I couldn't sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about all the memories that were taken away from me. The last time I saw Elena was when she was laying in a hospital bed unconscious. She never knew that I was standing outside her door watching her lay there. I stayed with her until Caroline came by. I checked up on her a few times but never made it known I was in Mystic Falls. She looked happy and I didn't want to ruin that for her. Sam is relieved to have Elena back except for the guilt he feels about leaving her behind.