Lost and Found

Chapter 29

Trigger warning ⚠️ Miscarriage   

Sam pov

It's happening.

The vision is happening.

Why couldn't this vision come earlier.I know what is happening. Elena is having a miscariage...

"Drive faster Sam!" Dean is in the back with Elena while I'm speeding down the roads. "If I go any faster I'll blow the car up" I shout back. Dean isn't giving a damn about the car. Blood is staining the backseat, Dean's focus is on Elena. The Impala screeches to a stop. Elena grips onto Dean as we get her out of the car.

Dean pov

Heer limbs are shaking. Her whole body is sore and fragile right now. The baby, I don't know. All I know is. I might not be a dad anymore. "Sir you need to leave her side, we have got it from here" I don't want to let her go. Elena is still in tears and I'm just here without any knowledge. Elena is taken away from my arms and put on a bed, and rolled away. Rolled through the two big doors I can't enter.

Sam and I have been sitting in the waiting room for over 3 and a half hours. 3 and a half hours with no answers to my questions. 3 and a half hours of not knowing how Elena is. Sam had bleached the car of blood. It's clean now. But that doesn't matter. What matters is Elena.

"Mr Winchester" Sam and I both stand up. "Ah Dean Winchester, come with me" I follow. This can't be good.

Elena pov

They have been doing tests on me. Poking me with needles, keeping me hydrated. I can't feel the baby. I know what happened. Being told what happened is going to be the worst part of it. I don't understand how and why it happened. All I know is; I lost my baby. I'm not a mother anymore. Oh god. Dean. How is going to take this? He's not going to be a dad. We did nothing wrong but care for this child and I'm not going to get to meet my baby. Dean and I decided to wait until it was going to be born to know the gender. Now I'll never know. "Elena" Dean's voice breaks when he sees me. Dean comes and sits beside me. I take a hold of his hand and look at the nurse in the room. I already know what she is going to inform us with. "So what is it?" Dean asks too casually. The tears already start to pour down my face. "I'm sorry to inform you with news like this," a shaky breath is released from me with sobs. "You had a miscaraige Miss Gilbert. I'm so sorry" I can't hold back the tears or the sobs no more. A tear slides down Dean's cheek. "How, why?" Dean questions. "It would seem Elena isn't able to carry a child, which is unusual for her age. I'm not saying she won't ever be able to have children but the tests we ran showed that her health was not at a good level, her blood pressure dropped suddenly same with vitals' '.

This doesn't make sense. I've been in perfect health conditions. There's more to this. Still I lost my child. I wasn't strong enough for the baby. "What happens from here?" I mumble. "You are allowed to go home now, if you feel remotely sick please come back" I just nod in return. I don't have any words to explain how I'm feeling. I feel like I've failed. "I need to get dressed, can you get the car ready and all the documents signed" I ask Dean. Dean doesn't say a word he just leaves the room like I asked.

Dean pov

I know none of this is my fault. But I feel so responsible. "Dean" I look at Sam and shake my hand. "She lost it, the baby. It's gone" I dreadfully answer with.

We waited in the car. Elena just slid in the back and none of us said a word. Elena's past history with mental health isn't great. So what will happen now?

A bottle of whiskey is in my hand as we arrive back at the bunker. Except Elena takes a full bottle to her room. All we hear is. Slam from the door. 

Sam pov

None of this makes sense. I called Cass to let him know what happened and he even didn't understand it. "Hello Boys" Really bad timing Crowley. "What do you want?" Dean scowls. "I'm so sorry about Elena, but I'm here to tell you that it wasn't a natural miscariage" Dean looks at me and I look at him. We knew it wasn't normal. "Lucifer had left one little spell to a witch before we locked him away. Elena's miscariage was due to a spell" Dean throws his glass across the room. "I already took care of the warlock. Take care of the girl. She's special that one" Then Crowley is gone before Dean can throw his fist at him.