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a'yonni monaé karter aka. yonni atlant ga , 12:30
i've been pregnant for a month & some weeks. my cravings have gotten worse. all i ever want is fries & icecream. today i had a doctors appointment but this time zay said he was coming.
he's been doing his job of being there , but only comes around if his homeboys around. but i don't care .. i love my personal space. imma text him to make sure he come.
zay. make sure you come at 1:30 bruh i gotchu yonni , quit tripping.
i read the message & went to find some clothes since i had already took a shower. my momma haves been very supportive & dealing with my emotions. i swear i love that lady.
i put on my clothes & applied my lashes or whatever. "ard bye momma going to my doctors appointment" i said , walking passed her room. "ok , let me know how my grand baby doing & be safe"she said. "okk my love" was all said walking out the door.
i got into my car & played my music on my way to the doctors appointment as usual. abt 30 minutes of driving i made it. still haven't heard anything from zay.
i went in the building getting my self checked in. as i waited i texted zay because if he don't come i promise i'm done trying with his ass.
zay. where df are you? then wonder why i act the way i do. istg i'm sick of yo shit zay.
he didnt texted back. "a'yonni karter" the lady from behind the door called out as usual. i got up & walked towards her. "how are you & the baby" she said. "we're doing fine" i said.
"ok so today we're gonna check the size of the baby & let you listen at the heart beat"the lady said. "okay"i said. i lifted up my shirt & she put the stuff on my belly. i flinched cause ds was cold.
"okay so there goes the little one right there"she said. i just smiled cause my baby is goin be so loved. someone knocked on the door , it was zay. i just rolled my eyes , "you must be the father" she said. he just sent her a head nod & she continued on what she was doing."do you wanna hear the heart beat now" she asked. "yeah" i said with a slight smile.
the heart beat filled the room & i started to smile from ear to ear. zay was so amazed by the sound but it's still fuck him. "okay i'm gonna print out some pictures & possibly tell you your due date." she said wiping the stuff off my belly & walking out the room.
i just nodded & waited , it was quiet for a good 3 minutes til zay bitch ass broke the silence. "yonni look i'm- " he started but i cut him off. "i don't give 2 fucks anymore zay , that's your decision if you make your child your first priority. not about to stress myself out about it" i said. the lady walked in "here's your ultrasound pictures & your due date is may 15th"
"okay thank you" , i said getting up & walking out the building because i always schedule my appointments online. "a'yonni so it's fuck me now , quit acting like that at least i made it bruh" he said walking behind me.
i just ignored him & opened my car door but he closed it. "okay zay , i get it .. can you please leave me alone" i said. "yonni imma let you have this one .." he said walking away , i just got in my car & drove home.
3/3💕 riah🧍🏽♀️ can y'all come over? i'm not coming rn , maybe later. ken🤞🏽 i'm otw.
riah🧍🏽♀️ why yonni? zay bro , he know how to get me mad. ken🤞🏽 well please come later , we will talk abt it. okay , only for y'all🙄
i was in my bed crying my eyes out , 18 fuckin years of dealing with this nigga & i'm dreading it. i just fell asleep eventually.
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hey my luvs <3.
i always end my chapters with them going to sleep but ion be knowing how to end my chapters🥲.
