Paperlife.

"[Un]desire"

Unlike the rest you were close to me,
You were here, and that overwhelmed me with comfort. Sweet nothings exchanged, over the course of those days, I felt myself yearning for less of you and your ways.
I felt myself turning away from your gaze. Noticed myself averting my eyes from your place. Leaving you unsure and questioning yourself why. Mentally hearing your internal cries.

Unintentionally, hurting you, I'm lost and can't stop. Unable to make up my mind and feelings right off the top. I know you're there waiting, just waiting for my next move. Inside I'm raiding myself for the truth...

Hoping to find that desire, that passion, and love
Mutual interest; attraction, it's just not enough. Although it may be inevitable I'm hoping it's not. I don't want to shut myself out of what could be a plot

For a new chapter and page of my life on paper...a part I've yet to live.

But I hear it. I see it. In your expressions and tone. I hate to seem unmindful of you, and your emotions it's true.
But I'm letting go, I don't feel from you. I don't want you and the spark isn't there

I'm sorry...