Not Meant to Be

Zyan's ( POV)

Zyans story:

Posted a quick car pic because the sun was Hitting this morning.

As I'm scrolling on Instagram I click on Trinitys story.

Dang. She looks good.

And I'm feeling that little hairstyle she got. I bet it looks even better in person.

I put my phone down and start heading to her house.

As I pulled up to her house she was already outside of her door.

I was right, she did look even better in person.

She knew how to make these ugly uniforms look good.

She saw me when I pulled up and I saw her grin a little but she tried to hide.

I don't know who she's foolin.

Once she got in the car she was tryna look all serious so I teased her a bit.

As her face softened her dimples came through. I almost started staring at her again.

She punched me in return. She hit kinda hard for a girl. I mean it didn't hurt but still.

I only knew this girl for a Day and it's already Domestic violence.

I'm gonna report her.

I expected another quiet ride but to my surprise she actually wanted to know more about me.

I would have been fine with a quiet ride for real.

I even got to know a little about her.

She told me a little about her brother that passed away. I can tell she's still hurting.

I knew that there was more to her from the first day we spoke in the car.

She tried to smooth the whole topic over and smile through it.

Of course I saw straight through that.

I feel like I'm supposed to be there for her.

To protect her.

I'm scared to hurt her if we ever became something serious.

She's such a beautiful soul but  she's so fragile. I don't know if I'd be the person she deserves.

I mean she's Beautiful man.

Any guy would be lucky to have her, but I can't do her like that.

Every Bone in my body is telling me to Go for her but I know I'm not who she needs.