Not Meant to Be

Get in loser (Zyan)

Ofcourse I don't wanna see her with other guys.

Especially one of my teammates.

I have mixed feelings about her I just don't know how to explain them.

She doesn't even know Zeke the way I know him.

I've only been here for a few months but I already know how he is.

He only wants one thing from girls then he moves on.

I didn't mean to cut him off though, It was sort of a reaction.

I might have got a little jealous.

But that's not the point I can't let her do that. She's fragile. And still innocent.

Somebody gotta protect her.

I know she's mad but I'm doing this for her own good.

He doesn't deserve her.

She deserves someone who actually cares and won't kick her to the curb after they get what they want.

She needs someone who listens and protects her.

It's definitely not him.

Location: Student parking Lot 📍

After class we walk to my car. She walks ahead of me with her arms crossed.

She's adorable when she's upset.

I know how to cheer her up.

I run up to her and push her out the way and run to the car.

"Hey!" She yells almost falling over.

Knowing she hasn't processed whats going on I start laughing as I unlock the car door and get in.

She tries to run and catch up with me but I lock all of the doors quickly.

"Zyan this isn't funny unlock the Door!" She demands.

I put the key in the ignition and start the car and
I slowly jerk the car backwards Every-time she tries to grab the handle.

She knocks on the door now looking serious.

"This isn't funny Zyan!" He says in a whiney tone.

I try to stop laughing hysterically but I can't take her seriously.

"Alright fine I had my laugh" I say still chuckling.

I unlock the door and let her in.

"Get in loser" I say as she opens the door.

I didn't get to see her outfit until she got in but that pink looks so good on her skin tone.

"Girl why do you look like a bottle of peptobismal today" I say laughing even more.

Immediately she gets in and starts punching my arm playfully with a smile on her face.

"Boy shut up" she says laughing.

There it is. Her smile.

"Oh so you thought is was funny too?" I say while flinching from her soft punches.

"That wasn't funny" she says trying to hide her smile with her dimples showing.

"It seemed like you thought it was funny." I say teasing her.

If figured the mood is light enough for me to apologize.

"Look I'm sorry okay? Are you still mad?" I say as I pull out of the parking lot heading to her house.

"No. And besides I have a Study date Sunday anyway" she says with a grin looking out the window.

I take my eyes off of the road for a second and look her up and down.

"Yeah Studying better be All y'all are doing." I say in a serious tone.

She's her own person I gotta let her be.

I've calmed down and My feelings are complicated anyway.

But I should be honest with her about my feelings.

"Yes it's just a study date, I've never been on one. Plus he's a Christian like me too so we have the same values." She says hopeful.

If she only knew the Zeke I knew.

"Listen Trin, Zeke is not good news. He might act all in-" She cuts me off.

"I knew it! Your just jealous!" she says in a serious tone glaring at me.

"I'm not I'm just sa-"

"Then why do you think you can control me? You have a GIRLFRIEND I saw you guys at lunch!" She says.

I have no rebuttal even though me and this girl are just talking ....I get her point.

"Listen, all I'm saying is be careful okay." I say.

"Actually judging by who that girl is why don't YOU be careful! " she says snappy.

She folds her arms again and looks out the window.

What's that suppose to mean?