Secrets

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I've never felt this way before. I felt... powerful.  "Do you want it" I directed the question to Mike. He didn't answer so I put it back.

I walked to Clin. I looked him up and down with a disgusted look. I did something I never thought I'd do. I punched him. I signalled the guards to come get them.

It was 3pm. They were going to come anytime soon. The guards took them away and I went to take a shower to calm myself down.

After taking a shower I wore swag pants and Archie's hoodie. Alba soon came and said Anna is at the hospital being treated.

I slept on the floor like a starfish. Soon someone knocked on the door. "Come in" I said. It was Nicole and Igor. Alba stood up. "I'll leave the three of you" she said walking out.

"Hey baby" Igor said. I was still on the floor. They both sat on the bed looking at me. "baby what's wrong? did something happen?" Nicole said.

"We got Anna back " I said from the floor. I closed my eyes. "I feel like there's more to that ? " Nicole said. "I...I I'm sorry for not telling you " I said trying not to let my tears out. They both sat on the floor each holding my hand.

"Not tell us what? " Igor asked. "I...I" shit what's wrong with me. I'm going to get into a lot of shit. "what is Cecilia " Igor asked in his Don tone. I sat up straight. "I continued the mission " I said looking at my lap.

They both let go of my hands. "Cecilia you fucking know that I told you not to do that shit " Igor said calmly making me worry even more. "I had the guards looking after me" I said trying to get him to calm down.

"Where were your family members" Nicole said. "I was... Alone" I said. They both stood up making me stand.

"Fucking hell Cecilia why would you do something like that. Do you know how dangerous it was. Take what happened last week. What would've happened if we weren't there?" Igor said.

"You had a panic attack after seeing Mike. You weren't ready mentally" Nicole added. I just kept my head down.

"I thought that we agreed on next week " Nicole said. "I don't even know what to say. Is this how it will be every time? We told you what we were told. Cecilia you weren't ready. Your father told you that you shouldn't do it to quickly but no you want to be rebellious " Igor said and you could practically hear the anger and disappointment in his voice.

"Cecilia I'm proud that you faced your fears but at what cost? Your life? Cecilia what would you have done if things took a turn? What would you have done if they brought backup. What would you have done if Alba and Jex fall into their trap? What would you have done if everything changed and something bad happened to you?"

Igor suddenly looked like he realised something. "What is it Igor? Please talk to me. I'm sorry that I went against the rules and regulations I'll never do it again" I said while sobbing.

"I'm sorry but I need some time to think m I'll call you later " Igor said opening the door and Nicole followed him.

I sat in my room crying. I hugged myself to sleep.