chapter 32

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Charlie pov:

"why did we got that drunk" asked darcy while we are walking to school together it's monday two days after the party, where i outed myself and nick "i don't know darcy" i said  darcy kept moaning abou getting drunk and being sick the next day "darcy i tried to stop you a milion time but you were like "no i'm not drunk" and shit's like that so please stop moaning"said tara behind us who was walking with addison next to her. andrew didn't felt relly good so he stay home today "yeah tara but you know i'm not thinking when i'm drinking alcohol" said darcy i looked at her "are you thinking at all?"i said she looked at me like she want to murrder me tara and addi laughed "charlie i hope you know that you are in danger right now" said tara i smirked "oh i know that tara" i said "anway where are we meeting nick?" asked addi "at the bus stop he should be there by now" i said and looked at me phone and yes i was right nick just texted me that he's there and when are we getting there " nick asked when are we getting there" i said to the group and i texted him that probably like 3 minutes "so charlie did you decided where are you going to uni?" asked addi out of nowhere i looked at her and smiled "yeah, to edinburgh"i said they looked at me shocked "to scotland?!" they said out load together and they stopped walking i look at them confused "yeah??" i said "what's the problem with that?"i asked them but they didn't answeared the just stood there looking at me like i did something like... i don't know the darcy broke the silent "do nick know about it?" asked darcy i nodded "yeah he know but edinburgh is not the only uni i'm applying to" i said the look at eachother  i look at them confused "what?" i said addi took a deep breath "but if you get in and you go there,are you not afraid of being long distance?"asked addi "no?we are going to see eachother every 2 weeks and i have job now and i'm saving up for visits" i said "yeah but what if it don't work out" asked addi "what?" i said getting really pissed of and i don't know why "well you know there is a lot of realitionships that said "oh we are gonna be long distance but we stay together" and then a few months later they broke up" said addi i looked at  her confused what do she try to say "what do you want to say about this? that me and nick is going to broke up?" i said getting really annoyed "well i'm not saying that you are going to broke up but there is a chance for it and  those messages too charlie you really don't know what is nick hidding from you"said addison i huff out a laugh she can't be serius right now"what the fuck are you talking about addison, and if he's keeping a fucking secret from me? i didn't told him about my fucking ED and self-harm and about my dad so fucking what that he's not telling me something"i said probably too loud but i can't help it all she's saying is a big bullshit "and long distance charlie?you know him and dating him  for like almost 4 months you don't know what's gonna happen charles"said addison i rolled my eyes "and? you and andrew are dating for 6 months" i said "yeah but we know each other like forever" said addison "fucking what then?" i screamed definitly too loud now "we are sure about us not  breaking up" said addi "but there is a still a chance addi and if i can nremeber tt right andrew is going away too, so you guy will be long distance too" i said i looked at darcy and tara but they were just looking down i look at addison again who was clearly trying to calm herself down "yeah but still charlie you can't trust this realitionship" said addison i had enough how can  she say this when she don't even know a shit about mine and nick's realitionship "you know addison you may be my best friend but you don't have to such a bitch and you can mind your own fucking  business" i said and  turn around and walked away "where are you going charlie" screamed tara "i will walk to school" i said and put my headphones in 

well basicly i didn't walked to school i just get on a bus that went later maybe i should't run away like that but i got really annoyed at addison why do she think about  me and nick breaking up? like i know that we just met and we started dating knowing eachother like 2 weeks? we fell in love immediatly we were just made to be boyfriends and not friends, god it sound weird in a outside view but in inside view its not weird my phone ping i look at it nick wroted me like non stop 

nick_nzzzzzz:hey why are you not here?                                                                                                                nick_nzzzzzz:charlie answear?                                                                                                                                    nick_nzzzzzz:charlie just say that you are safe                                                                                                  nick_nzzzzzz:nick i will skip school and come to and find  if you don't answear now                    nick_nzzzzzz:charlie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!                                                                                                                                nick_nzzzzzz: i see that you seen my messages 

i laughed nick's overprotectiv ass i write him back

charlie_sprinzz: sorry just had argument with addison it was pretty bad:(                                         charlie_sprinzz:i'm on my way to school i'm on bus don't worry   

 nick_nzzzzzz:  :(                                                                                                                                                                      nick_nzzzzzz: wanna skip school? and hang out around my place? mom's not home 

  charlie_sprinzz:but nick you are already in school

nick_nzzzzzz:nah i'm still waiting for you on bus stop waiting for you, i can get on bus you can get down:)

charlie_sprinzz:hmmm okay a minute and i'm there:)                                                                                     

i put my phone down when we arrived at the stop where nick is waiting and i got down and i seen my boyfriend on his phone when he noticed that the bus arrived he looked up and noticed me he smiled and walked up to me "hi char" he said and hugged  i laughed "hi you overprotective ass" i said he pulled away and looked at me like i hurted him "au that hurted and why am i overprotective?" asked nick i laughed "well those messages sounded pretty overprotective"i said he sighed "yeah you are right, but i was so worried abou you" he said and hugged me again i laughed "i missed you" he said i smiled because god i missed him too we did saw eachother for more then a day but it fel like a milion year it is a weird?? yeah a little bit, it is weird we both it's weird we are not like other couples on our age we are not like andrew and addison or tara and darcy or micheal and tori mabe we know eachother for 4 months but we are strong together i hugged him thighter "i missed you too" i said we were hugging like we been apart for a centry but it's been only like 20 hours god how it going to look like when we are off to university he pulled away from our hug and looked at me i smiled and took his hand in mine and we start to walk to his house "so why did you walked away from addi?" asked nick "well she said some pretty shit thing  and i just had enough" i said and sighed "i just have enough about everyone thinking that i'm just a fucking mentally ill faggot who cut himself when his dad yell to him" i said nick stopped walking and pulled me into a hug i hugged him back and i just started to sob "it's okay baby it's okay" whisperd  nick i just kept sobbing and i don't what came over me  i think i have just enough a lot happened to me this past few weeks and what addison said i thonk that was my breaking point "i'm sorry" i said  nick hugged me thighter "it's okay,do you want to talk about it?you don't have to"said nick god what did i done to deserve  him, to deserve to be loved? i will never understad this but i just knowthat me and nick are endgame we are nick and charlie nick is my bird,my stone my everything nick is the one who showed me colors into this ugly and colorless word, he showed me how to live, he showed me love that i never get not even andrew or tori "i love you nick" i said i look up at him and kissed him he kissed me back this kiss is not like our other kisses usually heated but this is slow and  full of love we kept kissing  forgoting where we are  then nick pulled away and looked around if someboy saw us we giggled and kept walking to his house and i could stop looking at him  yep i'm the luckiest boy alive 




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