in every universe (nick and Charlie story

chapter 37

 unknow: if wanna know the truth come to pizzeria in your town now

i read the message i look up from my phone then i looked back i scrolled up to the message he sended me i read it and then i was just staring at it for a few minutes and i made my desission if nick is not me the truth then i will found out on my own i stand up from my floor but i stoped because i started felling dizzy   i sat back down  i took a deep breath i look around i didn't ate since lunch i noticed the snack that me and nick brought up i reached for it and ate a few chips then  i take my phone and decided to text this person  

ME: gonna be there in 20 minutes 

i put my phone in pocket and decided to sit up again this time didn't felt dizzy  i stand up i ran down to put up my shoes  i grab my keys and  went out i strted walking really fast and without realising it i was infrint of the pizzeria where i was supposed to meet this person i waited there for a few minutes thinking  am i doing the right thing my mind is say that i should call nick and just sort it out with him and just continue to be in a happy realitioship but......... could i countinue being in happy realitionship? living that my boyfrinds lying to me  i took a deep breath and went inside

  i looked around to see a familiar face "Charlie Spring" somebody screamed i turn arounf and saw a boy wawing his hand he wasn't alone i walked there "alright?" the guy asked i look at him and then i realised i know this face  we met at the cinema when me and nick had our first date and.........the party a month ago where i was really drunk  i rember his face he dragged nick away when me and darcy stopped singing and went to  nick   "no" i said i looked around  and na lot of faces were familier i don't know why maybe i met them once or maybe when i was younger? and  recognized the girl from the beach i wawed at her she gave me a small smile and wawed she seems really nice and she's really pretty  like really really pretty i smiled back at her then i turn to look  back at the guy "were you the one who was sending me those messages?" i asked the guy smirked "call me harry and yeah  took you long enough to figure out" said harry i nodded  harry offered me pizza "want some?" he asked "no" "mate take some don't worry there's no poison in there" he said i rolled my eyes and take one peace of pizza "you know you guys have good pizza in here you know in rochester we don't have food like this but here, in Maidstone, perfect food" he said i nodded "i know but i think taco is way better here" i said harry nodded "i guees we need to try them too where can you buy them?" " just a few streets from here" i said harry nodded and kep eating not saying anything so this is why i came here? to watch them eat and talk like we are a fucking old friends who didn't saw eachother for fucking years?  "so what do you want to tell me?" i said  and when i finished the sentence the door opens behind us i look at  there and  saw nick walk in he looked around and notice harry he walk up to the table and then look at me   i think he just realised now that i'm here he looked shocked and then worried he look at harry then at me again "charlie what are you doing here?" he asked he touched me arms i wigle my arm so he's not touching me  i look at him then i look at harry "what is he doing here?" i asked and the guy smirked i swear his smirk is like a devil, evel smirk this whole person look like a devil "well now that the person who we was waiting for  to arrive  is here now so i guees i can tell you" said harry nick  took my arms again i turn to look at him "char please go i can tell everything i swear, just please let's go" said nick i wiggle my arm from his hand "i don't trust you nick anymore" i whispered so just nick can hear that i turn to look at harry "tell me" i said he nodded took his phone out "well first of all i need to show you something charlie" he said "harry stop!" snapped nick "what nick you regretted what you said or what?" said harry i look at nick who was looking at nick confused and then he realised something "harry don't you dare!" said nick again but harry wasn't lisening he took his phone  and showed me  a video where nick was in dark blue hoddie and light blue trouser the same outfit  what he was wearing at the party  almost 2 months ago he started the video and it started with everybody laughing the camera was on nick who was laughing too  "oi nick what about your new boyfriend" asked the voice who was making the video nick turn to look at them "what about him?" he asked "well it kinda looks serius" the voice said nick just started laughing and shocked his head  "it's not even THAT serius! like honnestly come on look at him, he's just a boy who didn't got many hugs as a child and now that he's just  want other people's love" said nick who was really drunk evryone in the video started 'oooooo' ing nick just laughing to himself "and now that he thinks that i like him he think that he's sometihing but he's just a little stupid boy, but guys when i want i will just snap a finger and broke up with him and get with another one" he said "that was toxic mate" said again the voice behind the camera 

and the video ends harry take his phone away i look down shocked  so this is it? this was the thing he didn't wanted to tell me? that i was just a fucking  toy to him? i hear harry starting talking again "he done it with a  guy in our year  and many girls the same think he started dating them made them fall in love with him and then just drop them like nothing,we though he changed but when i learned that he's dating you from your friend carter ,and he's also my friend and from imogen  i know i need you know the truth so i asked for your number from carter  and then i started texting you" he said  my heart breaks everytimes he said something and my eyes were full of tears  "what about tao,elle and issac? what did he done to them" i said still looking down "he um bullied them  really badly and  they needed to change school because they were afraid to come back to school i'm actually really suprised that you don't know about elle,tao and issac i thought that they told them " said harry i nodded i look up to nick who was staring at harry in shock i nodded again "thanks for telling me" i said  i turn around then i stopped and turn back to harry "please don't ever dare to message me again" i said harry nodded "i was jus doing it for you and your own good" he said i nodded at him i looked around for last time i make sure to don't look at nick i turn around  and ran out from the restaurant  holding back my tears which is too fucking hard how? how could he do this? was really our whole realition ship a fucking lie? was every kiss a lie? was every "i love you" a lie? i didn't realized that it was raining,

"CHARLIE!" i hear somebody scream behind me i turn around to see nick running to me but i didn't stopped because if i stop i think i would have cry and i don't want to do that infront of him   "charlie please just let me explain" he said i stopped  i turn to look at him "what do you want to explain i think that video explain everything" i said loudly he stopped running and just walking "charlie please-" "NO!" i screamed from the top of my loungue nick stoped walking  "don't  fucking dare nicholas that video inside, GOD i don't even know- wha- why?" i said  and waalked closer to nick as i was close to him i noticed that he  have tears in his eyes " please charlie just come over to my house and let me explain everything" said nick you could hear in his voice that it's breaking "what do you want to explain huh? that i'm a boy who need somebady love?that i didn't got enough hug in my childhood come on nick i want hear a fucking excuse from you come on fucking talk have the balls now!" i screame people were watching around us but i don't care i just about that how the person who i thought is my end game just fucking betrayed me "char please" he said his voice broke in other situations if i would see nick like this i would go over him and hug him and say everything is going to be okay but i don't i  just shock my head "no nick" i said "i love you" he said a started laughing sarcasticly "no you don't fucking love! if you would love you wouldn't  said  that?!all the thing in that video nick how fucking dare you call me a boy who didn't got enough hugs in his life?" i said he opened his mounth to talk but i cut him off "I-I trusted you nick! with my eating disorder, with my self harm, with the thing with my father, with everything" i said i looked at nick all i cant is hurt in his eyes i shocked my head we stayed silent "i'm so so sorry char, i should tell you sooner" "what that you are dating just for laugh? yeah thanks nick i would love that"  i said  he looked  down "char  i should have told you sooner everything that happened at my old town but i was so embarrassed" said nick  "and don't call me char and you know what don't call my your boyfriend" i said again nick look up at me and for the first time tears came from his eyes "w-what?" he said and his voice  breaks more ters fallling out from his eyes "whad do you though nick that i will be in a realitionship with you after this?" i asked he stayed silence "no"  he said i nodded  i turned around to walk around but i stopped "you know sometimes i wish i wouldn't met you too" i said and walked away leaving him there  i hear him breaking down and starting sobbing but i ddin't turn arounf but that was all i wanted to do but i didn't i just walked away