in every universe (nick and Charlie story

chapter 55

two updates in 1 week? how can that happen? well i turned 14 (i started writing this story when i was 12:) ) today,so it's my birthday so i wanted to update today like a birthday update, and this my suprise for you xd                                                                                                                  so this update we are a step closer to them to start date adn not because just a few chapter left...........                                                                                                                                                                                 not going to spoil anything 

charlie pov:

"i don't fucking understand them, i mean come on okay, they are talking, and shit like that but come on, having a sleep over while i'm there drunk?  they are insane" i say to my sister we are on a wedding shoping because there wedding is in 2 month and i'm going to be micheals best mand with andrew, so i need to be here, of course my brother is not here, he's with nick and addison i guees, it been a weeks since the party, i'm still thinking about what could've happened at the party, but nothing comes in mind, well that what you got for being drunk as fuck                      tori looks at me "you had so much drama in your  life right now lil bro" she said drink from her diet limonade which she brought in starbuck I  sigh and drink from my caramel frapucino , the best coffee there,sorry not sorry, you can argue with me all you want nothing is going to change my mind "no shit" i aswear laughing "it's just that motherfucker is always there, with andrew and addison, and i don't understand andrew was swearing at him always when we talked and then he just appears out of nowhere again and there are besties again, and then addison is there who hated nick and now what, god this is so annoying" i said groaning at the end of the  santenc tori just lisents to me, well at leaste i have someone who's lisening to me now that i lost andrew and addison "and why are you annoyed about that?" she ask drinniking from her cup and looking at me i look at her "what do you mean?"i ask not understaning what she want to say with this? wasn'twhat i told her enough, to tell her why i'm annoyed,"i'm annoyed because my brother and best friend betrayed me, i mean how would you feel when you and  micheal broke up or divorce, or, no, if micheal would did such a thing to you? and i talked to him?" i said ad we sat down on some seat in the middle of the mall, i swear this seats  are the best, when you feet is killing you, tori shrug which makes me a little annoyed she always take thing like this easyily "i don't know i would think that, maybe there is some explonation that you are talking to him, and i would ask you?"she says i nodded she look at me with her eyebrown raised "did you ask them?" she ask i look at her i think my face is showing her  that i didn't even tryed to ask them i slowly shake me head "no i didn't"  i said she put his head into his hand "charlie!" she groans "i know, i know i was just so annoyed to ask them"i said she started to laugh  i groan " then why are you suprised that you are like this right now?" she says after she stopped laughing ehich took her a good five minutes and i was just lisening to her emberesed, i shrug "i don't know i already told you i was annoyed to ask them about it" i said she shake her head "maybe you are going to uni one year earlier but you little brother, you are a stupid person" say tori i nodded i know that it was proven a hundred of time in my life  "i know i know'" i say  " okay off the conversation alittle bit, did you got into edinburgh?" she ask  i smile and nodded "yes i got into, ni'm going to study english lit" i says smiling ear to ear , she's seem so proud of me, and i'm proud of myself, since i remeber  i wanted to go there, to studie in ediburgh, live in that beutiful city, study in university which i straight from dark history which i'm obbsessed with, walk in the city while lisenting to evermore album, and when it's foggy and it's getting dark , the street light are yelow, god i can't wait for my life to look like that,                                                                                tori hugs me i chuckles and hug her abck "god i'm so, so,so, soooo proud of you charlie, you deserve it after all the shit you went threw" she says i nodded pulling back from the hug "thank you, i can't wait for it, god the city is soooo beutiful"  i said she nods tear coming from her eyes "yes, yes it is" she says she wipe her tears away "sorry that  i cry but god i can't belive my little bro is leaving, and goign to live his own life now" she says i start to tear up by seeing her cry  "i know, i can't belive it either, but i been working hard for this, and look i got it, i'm going there" i said she laughs and nods "yeah yeah" she says                                                                                                        it took us a few more minute to recover from crying "so back to nick and andrew and addisonô she say i nodded taking a deep breath  "i know i know"  i said   she smiles and take my hand in  her's to  calm me down, she always done this  when we had a moment like, this me opening up to her, this like out thing "look  if andrew and addison talk to them, then maybe there is someh'thing about this whole situation, did you tried to talk to nick atleast about it, to ask him?" she said i shake my head "no everytime i saw him i swear at him, and yelled at him" i says she nodded she thinks for a few second for what to say   she look up "and then why you don't try" she ask "what if he's going to lie to me ? and i'm going to belive him, and then the whole situation what we ar ein right now is going to happen again?" i ask she nods looking away "well there is a chance there"she looks back at me "but isn't life about taking risks?" she ask i stare at her i nodded "maybe you can ask tara and darcy  to talk to him? and they are going to ask him and they will tell you?" she ask i shake my head "i can't ask them that" "why?" " we argued a month ago" i said looking away "maybe they talked  to him about that?maybe you can try and talk to them first that can be the first move?" say tori "yeah i'm going to" i say looking at my phone  out and i open tara's instagram and i see her story that she and darcy have a girlfriend sleepover, which if you know them darcy is going to sleep over at her house for 2 days, when they have a sleepover they always do it, i look up "you are right, i should have lisent to them when they tried to tell me something, being  an  asshole" i say tori smirk  i smile "for fuck sake i was so afraid to lisent because i was afraid that i'm going to get hurt again, but i didn't noticed that the only one who's hurting me, is me, not andrew, not addison, and not nick, me " i say i look up staring at nothing realsing all those months, what me and nick didn't talked, how i been feeling, and about andrew and addison, talking to him "they wanted to help me" i smile wider "they wanted to help me and nick getting back together, because they saw him how he felt, and the saw me haw i felt" i say laughing, and feeling like a big asshole right now, gd how i acted to andrew and addison, just an asshole would talk and act like that tori laughs   "there is my little brother" she stand up pullig  me up " and now i need my wedding shopping" she says i nodded laughing "okay" and with that wewalked to the next shop but i can't help but smile and at the whole sitation and  about nick     

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