in every universe (nick and Charlie story

chapter 58

welcome to the final chapter, hope you are wearing you best clothes

nick pov:

we walked threw the crowd of people wanting to get in the P.E room where the prom is held           
as we got in we see the couples holding hand while waiting to take photos together in the photo booth or friends laughing  while puring themeselve  some drinking  "so  where are we starting" say andrew like there is so much to do here "i don't know grab a drink?" i say yep i need to drink andi don't care if it's alcohol or normal punch or coca cola  i just need to drink "yep i want to grab a drink and then party" say addison exited andrew nodded "then let's go, and anyway the night is young"  say andrew i nodded and we waled to the table where is the drinks and food and honestly this school put themselve out there, i mean there is so much food here and drinks, my old school just  bought one type of drink and about 10 of them for like 200 people, so this school looks like they care about there student, and them having the time of there life for the last time before the finnals  and then leaving school and facing real life                                                                           
at the tabble addison see her friends so she went to talk to them and andrew went talk to his other friends leaving me all alone  while i look around if i see him but i can't  "hey nick there is alcohol with matt, and he ask if you want to drink" ask andrew looking back at him "what alcohol?" i ask "whiskey" say the other boy who i think is matt, i think then shake my head "sorry i don't like whiskey, but  thanks for the offer" i say, i know i said that i don't care  that i drink something alcoholic, but i said that becasue i'm wreck of nerv, thinking that i have to talk to charlie, and this is going to be the last time, and then that's it, if he won't talk to me then that's it, i lost the love of my life, my friends, everything, and because  i let some idiot from my old high school, who i let control me like thousd time, i let him control me while he's like 50 miles   away from me, well fuck my life                           

after a few hours of being here i'm starting to re-think my life, i can't find  charlie,    i tried like 3 times, i went around the whole prom and outside too, and i'm starting to think that 1. he's avoiding me like he knows that  i want to talk to him today, 2. he's not here, he didn't came to this shit place, while here everyone is in a realitionship, or they came to get drunk   and honestly i can imagine charlie coming here to party with darcy, but him and darcy don't talk  so probably he stayed home alone and i should do that too                                                                                                       
 i look  at andrew  who's next to me while he's waiting for addison  to finish taking photos with her  friends (which i never seen in my life)  "is your brother 100% here?" i ask him he nods " he should be, he has a band preformance" say andrew i nodded, well that's a new information "when is he going on stage?" i ask him he shrug "i don't know maybe around 8:30" say andrew  i take my phone out of my pocket and open my phone  which show a picture of me and charlie on my bed after having  a pilow fight, both of out hairs are  messy and we are all red but we are smiling like crazy, a happy day with us being a couple, a month before all the shit has happened   i smile such a good memory  with him one of the best day with him god how i miss those moments, and there is a chance that i can loose it today, if i don't get my shit together                     
 i look  at the time and it reads 7:44  april 19                                                                                                             
 and i feel it, i feel that it's time to  try and talk to him, now or never, a life with him, or life without him  i look at andrew "i need to find him" i say andrew turn to look at me shocked, he didn't expected me to say this, not right now, "now? are you sure we can wait 10 or even 20 minutes" he say i sighed and shake my head "now or never, and i think later i will be able to do it" i say, as i finished it addison came over to us smiling "heyy i'm sweating want to grab a drink boys?" she ask  andrew shake his head " we are going to find charlie" say andrew i shake my head "no i'm going to find him, you two go and enjoy yourself, please" i say  addison shake his head "no i'm going to find him, nick you go out  to the gates where we came in and i'm going to find him and tell him to meet you out there" she says i shake my head "no addison, please don't ruin your life just because of me, have a grat time with your boyfriend" i say she sighed and looked at andrew for a few second saddness coming over her face she looks back at me and smile a little she shake her head "no, please let me do this for you, maybe this is the last tiem we will talk to eachother, and we don't need this anymore" she whispers the last part so only me and her can hear it, and i undorstood what she meant by that, my breath cut off and i nodded "okay" i say one single answear, a tear coming from my eyes and from hers too  she hug me and i didn't think for a second i hug her back, one last hug , before evrything change, for the better, or the worst, she pulled away from the hug she's now full on crying, and i'm close to crying too "good luck" she says and i know she doesn't mean that in one thing, but for another milion think that will happen in my life  i nodded " you too" i say  she nods  i look at andrew who was crying too he run up to me and hug me "please don't forget about me" he says  i laugh but it turned out to be a sob "how can i forget you? andrew you are my best friend" i say "you are mine too" he says he pulls away "no, we are not doing this, we are going to figure soemthing out, i can't let go off you" say andrew crying " we have to do it andrew" i say and i look at addsion and nodded "we can do it" i say she nodded and she walk away i look at andrew for the last time "goodbye" i say  he nodded "bye" he say we do our hang shake for the last time and then i walk away breaking down in tears