in every universe (nick and Charlie story

chapter 53

23 weeks until october

Nick pov:

"okay so we gonna have a good night and me and addison is going try to talk with charlie" said andrew, we are sitting in the car in front of a house where is the 6th form party, i don't iunderstand why they have to do this, i'm okay in my hometown we were doing partys at the end of the school year  party where people from year 10 to year 13 can come but here thay are doing a 6th form party  "why are they doing this partys again?" i ask  them not wanting to think abour there plan "this is the biggest party in our school, and it's  being held for decades even my parent went here, addison parents and my parents met here" said andrew exited clearly he been waitning for this for a long time  addison is not that exited he didn't wanted to come here "yeah and who cares?" said addison she shake her head "this day is about us trying to talk with your brother and not partying" said addison reminding his boyfriend why are  we really here, and i can't blame her, i'm only so   andrew and  addison  would try to speak  to  charlie so  we can  be a closer to me talking charlie (which i don't would ever happen) but andrew is determinded to  get us back together  "okay but i want to party too, i mean come on this is the last party then i leave forever, i mean i love charlie even if he's an asshole right now to me, but come on addison this is your first time having a sixth form party, you need this too, this is  our last party together" say andrew  looking at addison who was looking at him confused "talking about like we are going to break up" say addison andrew stared at her not saying then he looked  at me addison stare at him as he do that hurt in her eyes i see tears forming in her eyes the she turned away to look at the window to look out as andrew start to speak to me "and you mate! this  your first and last party as a sixth former in this school then you are leaving forever too, just-just forget about the whole thing with you and have fun with tara and darcy, and me and addison try to talk to charlie, okay" say andrew i nod not wanting really to be here, but i have to be here  and nods too and get away from the car so there is me and addison left i look at addison "are you okay?"  i as her she looks at me i can see that she was holding back tears she nods "yeah" she says  wiping tear away that came out "is everything alright between you and andrew?" i ask her  i want to help her if there is something, like she help me now, "you know you can tell me" i say again addison nods  "we just argued before we picked you up, about that he don't care a singe shit anymore about me and our realitionship,i know he want to help charlie, like our whole life was about that, he always put his brother first, and it's kinda annoying me now" she said i nods i think for a few seconds to what to say, "and you tried to tell this to andrew  ?" i ask  addison nods  "i've always told this to charlie because he lisent, but now that we don't talk, i can't speak to him" say addison continuing what seh satrt to speak "i thin in someways, well not just someway, in many ways he will be the only person who really knows me knows how i feel, and i know he won't use it against me like other people did in my life" said addison i stare at her, god,  i always thought she has the perfect life, has friends, a healthy realitionship with his boyfriend, and a operfect family, but no, there is mask under the real mask, and she's hiding it so well, it's scary that there is milions people out there doing the same thing and not showing it to people, and helding there feeling inside                                                                                                                                                there is knock on the window "are you guys coming?" ask andrew from outside i nodded and turned to look at addison  who was already getting out of the car "you know you can talk to me too? i would lisnet" i said to her she smiles at me and  nods " thanks" she said and get out oft the  car i do the same thing , andrew is there standing with vodka in his hand we walked inside of the party 

Charlie pov: 

i normally enjoy party's, but i don't enjoy this one so far, reason 1. i'm always hanging out with darcy and tara at partys but now as we argued 3 weeks ago an we didn't talked since then 2.i'm hanging out with the band which is good but ben is being to clingy to me, and i told his like thousends time (again) that stop but he didn't lisent to me, but becky stopped him  which suprised me, i mean i didn't apologized her about snaping at her (and i'm not planing,because I was right) but in stead she apoligezed me about that and reason 3. i'm like super drunk like i have never been this drunk and i don't even know how the fuck did i get this drunk, i don't know how many shotsdid i drinken but it seems like a lot as i'm so fucking drink, at the moment i'm dancing with the band to  "lonely dancers" by connan gray, and i'm dancing like there is no tommorow sahar laughs at me "geez charles you are gaing hard right now" she says which make me laugh too " i-i know ri-ight" i said my words is not lear wbecause i'm laughing so hard and being drunk put there things too  the music shift to shake it off ny taylor swift "what the fuck,this is my favorite song to dance too" i said dancing even more becky take my hand we starte to dance and jumping around, becky and i laugh, but it makes me sad, because i wish addison was there and not becky , i miss her so much, and andrew too, even i'm an asshole to him, i miss him as hell, i have this though that i will find him and talk to them but i'm afraid that nick is gonna be with them, and i don't think i'm ready to aproach him or even face him becaus ei'm afraid that i would punch him into his face which i don't want too, not like this, i don't want him to see me like this,god i shouldn't have drunk this much, and i'm feeling sick too