the color blue

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9:20 pm

                  deep inside
where nothing's fine,
i know i've sadly
                  l o s t  m y  m i n d .
             i sit in despair,
                  knowing,
          nothing will help repair.
                             my broken self
                 that sits on the shelf
                         like a lonely doll
                 that has been toyed
         that has been left,
               torn apart,
         dirty and destroyed.

         nobody wants something
                       broken,
     something filled with too much
                  e m o t i o n,
                    and that cries it's heart out
                                   like an ocean.
                                   so here i sit,
                                  wanting to quit
         but i just can't - for the sake of you
so here i'll be, sad like the color blue.

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