house of depression

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• excerpt from my 'moon dust' teen fic •

    Escape as fast as you can.

         Don't try to cope with it, 
         just run and don't look back.
  You have to see hope or nothing
                  will e v e r get you out.

   You want to die, to not be here,
to just end it so you don't have to deal with it.

              The only way for people
         to truly see your pain is to kill            
                    yourself...right?

                     But what you don't realize,
               is that there are so many other
             people out there who feel
             the exact same way you do.

             The house of Depression;

It holds millions of people
        chained up     
             and
          blindfolded
from the true beauty of this world we live in.

But I promise you it's beautiful, it's just hard to see over the darkness that's taken over. I wish I could just pull the blade across depressions skin, and not my own. Because maybe that will make it go away. My lips are sealed shut and
            love is the key, I promise you.
         You just have to find it.
                It's in you.
          Love yourself and fight back
                 with all you've got
          until the darkness disappears -
           and the blindfold is taken off -
          and there the key will lay for you
                  to pick up and leave
               the house of depression.

(special note; happy 40th birthday Gerard Way!! I love you and thanks for making music that has helped me through many hard times :)

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