half of me

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9:02 pm

half of me
is always going to love you. 
not just you, but your actions as well.
you treated me perfectly
and i gave you up for, well, my own reasons.
my heart has different pieces,
the guilt,
the regret,
the love
and the hope.
you were perfect for me,
but so is the new one.
it's hard sometimes, cause some parts
of my heart just want to run back.
but it's too late for turning back.
there are no rewinds
no take-backs,
no resets. nothing.
the pain i'm feeling now is guilt and regret,
but still love at the same time.
i made a choice.
but that doesn't mean
i don't love you anymore;
cause trust me when i say,
i do.

(was listening to 'i don't love you' by MCR when i wrote this)

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