Chappy 8

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I woke up in an unfamiliar bed. sumthing was heavy on my waist. I slowly peeled my eyes open. NOt literally because that’s gross. I just opened htem. I sighed with releif when I saw I was in Jalex’s bed with Jalex’s arm over me with Jalex nxt to meh. Fwew thanks gods i wasn’t in some frat house or sumthing. My stomach gurgled. Looks like im hungry. I tried to stand up but I’m weak af and i cudnt get up becuz Jalex’s arm is 2 heavy.

“psst. Jalex. wakey wakey” i whispered. He didnt evan stir. mayb i shofuld go get a blow horn or sumthing. I shook him a little bit

“Jalex get your motherfucking ass up now. I’m hungry and need some fucking food in my goddam stomach.” i shouted. still nothing. sigh. I leaned over and placed a kis on both of his eyelids. His i’s finllally opened. “good morning” i said.

“it’s too early” he mummbled and snuggle dback into me.

“it’s time to get up. plus im rly hungry.”

“Okay. but only 4 you.” he said and liftd his arm. I sat up ans stretched. I was wearing jalex’s shirt and as i stood up, it fel down to my knees. I didnt even stop to think bout the fact that why the fuck woud a shirt go down to mi knees. He’s only a teeny bit taler than me. But ii mean thats what happens in evry story so why bother think about how unrealistic that is amirite? we walked downstares and into the kitchen to cook up sum eggs. Jalex spun aaround and kissed me. Because who gives a shit about morning breath. We ate our eggs and got ready for skool.

“Do u have some clothes i can borrow?” I asked him

“yeh. Herfe u go.” he siad and threw me a blink 182 black shirt and skinny jeans.

“thx.” is said evn tho i wanted to kick him. why the fuck would he not have an anthem  made shirt for me. Selfish prick. I put on the clothes and for some reason this shirt didin’t go dow to my knees like the shirt i slept in did. We got in his car and left 4 skool. HE dropped me of a block away like normal, and drove on. As i walked the xtra block, i ran into Ethan.
“Hey man.” he said

“hay” i replied

“Hay is for horses.”

“fine then. hey. whut r u? a grammer nazi?”

“Oh calm down.” he said “I was just joking with you.” o hyeah. i forgot people joke with other people. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHahahaHAHahhaHHAhahaHahHahHAHHAHhHahahaHAHAHha. he so funny.
“But seriously though. Does it ever bother you? I mean, you ARE Jalex’s boyfriend, but you’re not treated like it.” I actually thought about this question for once in my life.

“I guess it is getting a little old.” I replyed.

“You should tell him that. Stand up for yourself. Make sure he knows that it’s not okay for him to treat you like cow shit whenever he’s around his friends.”

“yeah. yah. ok. im gona do that! thanks coach!” I dashed off

“...coach?” Ethan said quietly said confuzidly. When i got in the skool, the bell had already rung and it was 2 late to give jalex a slice of my mind. mayb at lunch. I sat threw my first class preparing wat to ssay. Except i suck at preparing things and ended up daydreaming about dating mi favorite movie star instead. As i wuz walking to my next class, i hand grabed me and pulled me into the janititor closet. It wuz jalex. how he knew it wuz me, i have no idea.

“hey.” he siad

“Um. hi. what r u doing.” i asked

“i missed u.” he told me. aww he was so cute. I completly 4got about my plan to tell him off. He went in for a kiss.

“I LOVE YOU.” I blurted out. oh shit shit shitty shit shit shit. What if he dsnt feel the same way? wat will i do? Jalex looked takin aback. oh no. a minet or so went by.
“Jalexx..?” I queried softly. Get it? Queried? Because that’s a way to say ‘asked a question’ and I’m gay. I’m so funny. hah. ok enough jokes.

“I...love you too.” he said with a smile.
“Are you serious!?” I asked overstaticenjoyed.

“yes! im serioius! I’ve loved you for about 6 years now!”

“but i’ve only known you for like, 2 weeks.”

“oh..well... oh shut up.” he said and drew me in for a kiss. i actuly rememered to stop him

“wait.” i told  him. he ave me a strange look .

“””You can’t keep doing this. yu can’t keep preteneding like i dont exisit. Im sick of being pushed around. Y cant we just tell ppl?"""" Jalex sighed and opeend his mouth 2 explain

"U kno why" ok well maybe he didnt explain. I glared at him, silentlyly asking for more. "Becuz I dont need a bad rep."

"Well I dnt get a damn about ur bad reputation." I told him. "Itz getting in our way" jalex looked ashamed. "Jaljal" I said amd took a deep breth "you have 2 choose.  Me or ur reputaytion." Jalex’s eyes widened

"U CANT make me choose." His i's started wattering. Omg hes not gon choose me is he. Oh no this is not going rite. "Im sorry." Jalex said. He wuz crying now. "I can't." My vison clouded with tear droppylets and I ran out of the clozit and strait into the bathroom. How cud he do this 2 me?

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Hey there! Just wanted to let you know that there's only going to be one chapter left (And an epilouge) So I'll try to get that written and posted as soon as I can. I've been thinking of writing another shitty fanfic like this (because I can't write good ones) but what should I make it about? Any ideas?

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