10: Broken

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Tala's POV

Today I will be allowed to go home since my dad so kindly reminded me yesterday  at 5 in the morning. I don't really know how Zander's and my relationship will turn out, but I'll discuss it with him later.

"Morning Lachy how was your sleep?" I greet our guest

"It was great, but how long would I be allowed to stay here?" he asks nervously

"Well I sure that alpha Zander would let you stay as long as you are useful" I reply

"Did I here my name" Zander smiles at us

"Yes, Lachy was wondering how long he could stay here" I explain

"Are you good at hunting, building or babysitting?" Zander asks

"I'm good at hunting alpha Zander" Lachy says seriouly

"Good you can start training today and stay here as a member of our pack" Zander pats him on the back

"Really thank you sir" Lachy grins

"Zander can I talk to you about 'us'"I whisper

"Yep, sure lets go to our room" he gestures for me to go first

We head to our room and I sit down on the bed while Zander sits on the sofa, I sink into the bed and start realising that I'll miss this place and the people/wolves in this pack, I can't help but let a few tears escape. Zander quickly jumps up and is by my side rubbing my back soothingly and telling me it's alright, which makes me cry harder.

 "What's wrong baby?" Zander asks concern shown in his voice

"I-It's just that I'll miss you and the pack so much, but my duty is with my pack" I sniffle

"I know you will miss us but you will get over it and we will still visit but as you said your duty is to your pack as the next Luna" he says gently

"So your saying I should leave all of you behind me and move on" I state

"In a way yes" he says

"But what about us?" I sigh

"Well we both knew you needed an Alpha in 3 months when we started dating...." he mumbles

"So you didn't care that we kissed, made out and cared for each other your just gonna throw it away" I frown

"I do care, but we both knew from the beginning that it couldn't work" he says exasperated

"Well I didn't, I believed that you wouldn't give up on us, as you already have, and that we would figure something out" I growl my feelings getting mixed up making me angry

"Well I'm sorry I couldn't please you, we both knew our relationship would be different and that we jumped in to early or too late, I don't know" he gets up and paces

"So this is the end to 'Zanala' " I sigh my anger washing away and sadness overtaking me

"I guess so" he sighs dejectedly 

"Well then bye Alpha" I wipe my tears and say monotone 

"Don't be like that" he says

"Well I am and I'm also packi-" I don't get to finish

"Sorry alpha but we got word from the star pack, their Luna Tala can't go back some rouges want her and don't know where she is right know and her father would like to keep it that way, he says he trusts you to look after her and wants her to stay here until they are gone" the messenger rushes out

"Great now I'm stuck with the alpha" I snarl, the messenger looks shocked at my behaviour but Zander looks tired and bored

"Yes you are and you will follow my orders" he looks me dead in the eye but I try not to be intimidated 

"Where will I be sleeping?" I ask boldly

"In here with me of course, I need to keep you safe" he says

"Fine" I turn my back to him

Soon Zander and the messenger leaves and that's when I crumple up in a ball and sob, I'm broken and lost in this world. 

A/N

Sorry for not updating been a little sad/depressed about number of views, but I still have a book to finish for you amazing readers.

Thank you so much

Should I do Zander's POV?

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Cya

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