married?

nineteen

Three days after everything happened and I still can't unsee Kendall with that Rakim guy who doesn't look that nice for me.

I was texting Ariana later but she needs to go to the studio and unlike Kendall, Ariana sends me proof that she is infact going to the studio with her record label and not just a shitty guy who happens to be someone they're dating... I'm not referring to someone, or I might

A minute after I walk out from the kitchen I heard some knocks on the door so I walk towards it and open it up revealing a tall brunette infront of me.

I looked at her as if asking her purpose of going in here but she just walk pass me without even asking if she can go in. I rolled my eyes and closed the door.

"What are you doing here? " I asked seeing her already laying down the couch like it's her own home

"Looking after you"

"Well I don't need a babysitter" I said brushing my hair out of my face.

"Well, Emma says the opposite" she says grabbing the remote control and started looking for some other channel

"Hey, can you go home?!  I'm watching and you're just gonna switch the channel to something else" I said grabbing the remote from her irritated

"Seriously? Spongebob? " she says like it's the most childish thing ever

"At least spongebob doesn't hang out with any other person" I mumbles not wanting her to hear it

"What can I eat in your kitchen? " she asks standing up but I just ignored her and kept watching spongebob when I felt some pain on my shoulders making me flinch

"What the fuck Kendall! " I stood up facing her as I checked my shoulder from the inside seeing some teeth marks inside

"You kept ignoring me " she says like a 7 year old kid who's throwing tantrums

"It's better than leaving someone out of that damn building" I spat back at her

"Can't you get over it?! It's been fucking 3 days Katherine and you're still looking back at it! " she says angrily

"I've been keeping all of your shits Kendall, not just that! Do you know how much it hurts knowing that your own damn wife's lying to you?! " I sighed heavily still looking at her who seems to have a blank expression on her face

"Well yeah alright! We're just married in the paper but don't fucking slap it in my face Kendall! " I said angrily.

Silence filled the air. I'm just looking at her who's already looking at the floor. I don't know if she's mad or she's regretting things.

"Is that why you're all over Ariana for the past couple of days? " she says, her voice lower now.

"Ariana's taking importance of what she have. She puts her attention on me and only me. I don't want to push you Kendall, since the week in Paris. You made me feel like I'm important. You made me feel like I can be happy. But I never felt like I can have you. " I almost whispered but enough for the both of us to hear

"I already told you the reason " she says her voice cracking up a bit which makes me think that she'll cry

"I don't even think that's a reason" I fake chuckled " I can give you everything Kendall, but it wouldn't be fair don't you think? "

She stayed silent

"Tell me Kendall, do you want these to stop? Cause I'll look for every fucking way to take this divorce quickly.. If that means you'll be happy "

I don't know why when it comes to Kendall, I don't know the phrase that says holding back your tears. It poured down just like that.

"I don't want these to end" she says looking up at me with her eyes red already

"Then why does it seem like you want to? "

"I'm hurting, I know you are too. I don't want to see you like this. I'm really sorry " she says breaking down so I walk towards her and put my arms around her and started rubbing her back. She kept crying until my shirt is soaked with her tears. Last time this happened was in Paris

"You kept reminding me about the Pepsi thing" I said trying to lighten up the mood. She immediately smacked my stomach as she chuckled

"Really, I'm sorry" she says making me pull back to look at her brown orbs as I put both of my hands on her cheeks

"Kendall, I don't want anything to end.  But I also don't want to hold you back from anything you wanted. " I smiled and wiped her tears away

"I'll try to wait whenever you're ready. " I said sighing

"What about Ariana? " she asks

"What about Ariana? " I asked back smirking "jealous? "

"I'm not " she rolled her eyes hitting my arm playfully

"Sure, so I can still hangout with Ariana " I said making her glare back at me but her glare soften afterwards

"I hate that you're around her all the damn time but I don't want to keep you away from anyone as well. I'm still your wife anyways" she said cockily making me chuckle as I nod

"Whatever, I'll cook for you what do you want to eat? " I ask

"You" she says making me roll my eyes as I chuckle.

I think this'll be better

(A/n: thank you for the nice comments and votes I really appreciate it a lot. It also inspires me to write more. Love you guys x)