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Make no mistake
because it's hard to take
one wrong doing
then you'll break just like glass is breaking
Don't trust everyone
you ended up alone because he left you for someone else
now you're crying in pain for your beloved one
feeling your heartbreaking and that pathetic loneliness
Attempting stupid stunts to forget all the pains
like sinking the blade into your wrist's veins
but, you weren't able to kill
because you thought of what others would feel
Just do it already!
You have no remedy!
your parents are no longer alive because of a tragedy
why not join them in their pity party?
Just so you remember
you created the worst problem ever
why not just end it and be done with it!
think about how much comfort you can get
You can't stop me
might as well make you crazy because that's all you ever will be
hurt yourself right now
make your blood slide around you just like a boa
Wait, what are you doing?!
where the hell are you going?
No! You can't do this to me!
"Goodbye, you demon me"
-A-
I wrote this poem when I was about eleven years old. I just found this lurking on my notes so I decided to share it.
So, basically what eleven years old me is trying to say is that the voices in her head are convincing her to hurt herself to make her feel physical pain and torture.
At that last stanza, she ends up killing herself (me) and made the voices stop.
The End.
Lame, I know.
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