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I want to discover
how it feels like to recover
from the secrets you've hidden undercover
and the pain you inflicted further
I want to hate you for every single lie
the cause of my what if's and why's
the hint of guilt behind your eyes
unanswered questions and no replies
I am no better than those other girls
perfect with teeth as white as pearls
hair that goes on in curls
to be there when you have problems in a whirl
I am no goddess
I broke your trust and promises
neither am I flawless
for the mistakes that I did were a colossus
I wanted myself not to care
of what you were doing elsewhere
with your affair
because you thought it was fair
I told you I liked Josh
you truly believed me and got brainwashed
just like that in a swash
both of our feelings crushed
I was stupid enough to test you
for that I thought you trusted me too
you had no clue
yet it was my fault either way I knew
A sorry can't make you forgive me
I know that ever so painfully
yet I forgave you fully
and accepted you again still in love with you deeply
I was too late
for now, you have fallen for someone so great
we met by fate
but not as soul mates
I'm still here whenever
you want to bring everything together
for better
and forever
As friends
-A-
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Catoptric Tristesse
Poetry"When you write from the heart, They are your work of art. Whatever pattern, You choose to do it doesn't matter. The pen and your paper are your instruments, That would create brilliance." catoptric tristesse: (n.) "the sadness that you'll never...
