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Don't mind me
when I become crazy
don't care about my well being
just please, stop caring
I don't want your pity
and don't you ever comfort me
I hate myself
so please stop making it worse
I'd ruin you without any remorse
I lost my best friend
I lost my dad
I lost you and in the end
I lost the only people I ever had
Crying myself to sleep
the pain is now unbearable to keep
I was never perfect
I make mistakes too
but I never stopped loving you
but it's not enough, is it?
my life is already filled with guilt
this was what you wanted, right?
karma finally decided to take a bite
At me, of course, did I deserve it?
of course, I did
I won't be surprised
if I died before you
what would you do?
do me a favor, and don't act dumbfounded
I don't think about you
because I know you'd do the same to me too,
as the time flies
I'll forget about you
the same way you forgot about me too
there's nothing left anymore
nothing left to live for
-A-
Accept the fact that certain things will never go back to how they used to be.
To,
ARA
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Catoptric Tristesse
Poetry"When you write from the heart, They are your work of art. Whatever pattern, You choose to do it doesn't matter. The pen and your paper are your instruments, That would create brilliance." catoptric tristesse: (n.) "the sadness that you'll never...
