HONEY I KICK ASS I DON'T DANCE!!! chapter 29

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Chapter 29

Raven’s POV:

“I can’t believe you lied to us Raven.” Jamie accused, giving me a small glare.

“Yea, Raven that was mean.” Mimi said pouting, giving me a I-hate-you look.

As you can guess, the girls finely figured out I lied. They all came back pissed and grumpy an hour later, all giving me murderous looks. I just sat there watching all of them with a smirk. Oh how it’s good being hated by so many.

I sighed, “Get over it! I did it because you guys were literally suffocating the boy, plus I hate it when all you girly girls start yelling and squeaking.” I said giving a disgusted face, which in return gained me a weird look from Mimi and a glare from Jamie, who I smiled innocently to.

“Hey guys, come watch this!” Jack said excitedly, standing by the stage curtains pointing out to the stage. Jamie and Mimi ran towards Jack and David watching in awe to the dances on stage.

I couldn’t help but sigh, I really didn’t want to be left alone, but I certainly didn’t want to go watch other people dance. Knowing how many people were going to watch us dance made me nervous. Unfortunately, I had to suck it up and stay alone, letting my thoughts about Seth consume me. What did he mean by he knew my thoughts? Did he know I kept thinking about him and his sexy body? Did he know that I had a short fantasy of him while he was all laughs with Taylor? Did he know that every time I think about him my thoughts include him all naked and me touching him? And when he said ‘they’re mutual’, did he mean that he thought about me in the same manner or that he hated me as well?

I sighed. Those were not good thoughts, not good at all! Was this normal to girls my age having fantasies about guys that they hated, guys with huge egos but sexy bodies? Was this what every girl went through? If so then I totally don’t want to be a girl, I can’t stand these thoughts anymore even though they’re pleasing and artistic, just imagining what me and Seth- NO, no, no, I can’t think like this! Ag, when did I become so….hormonal? This isn’t normal for me!

It’s all Seth’s fault, my inner voice said, and I actually agreed with her. If it wasn’t for him I wouldn’t be thinking these thoughts.

Oh, but if it wasn’t for Seth you would never have known how creative your imagination could get, my inner voice said, seductively, for some reason I wasn’t liking this inner voice’s mood swings.

Oh but what you don’t like, you’ll always love, the inner voice said once again, I couldn’t help but mentally scowl. Who in hell was this inner voice…

I’m your subconscious…

 

I sighed, of course it’s my subconscious, who else would it be.

“Raven get ready!” Jamie said enthusiastically from beside me, which made me jump in surprise. When did she get there?

“Um, aren’t we the second last ones?” I asked confused, if we were the second last ones than why do we have to get all ready soon?

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