the truth hurts :(
it hurts a lot
it hurts when you find out that things were lies all along
that we have been deceived by inhumanly cruel people
WHY? WHY DO WE LIE? WE HATE BEING TOLD LIES BUT WE, OURSELVES FUCKING LIE.
i honestly just hate liars. i know im one, but i eventually tell the truth bc it just guilts me and plus, im a terrible liar
i hate it when people say they like me when they obviously don't
LIKE DUDE WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LIE AND PRETEND? IF YOU DONT LIKE ME THEN DONT FUCKING PRETEND TO GENUINELY DO. INSTEAD JUST TELL ME TO MY BEAUTIFUL FACE OKAY?
IT'S NOT LIKE ILL FORCE MYSELF TO YOU BECAUSE I WONT. IT'S NOT MY LOSS. lmao
also there are those people who lie because they think they'll be judged. you know, hun, if people are going to judge you for the truth? then fuck them okay? don't mind them because it's not your loss as well.
UNLESS YOU LIED AND SAID THAT YOU DIDNT MURDER THAT YOUNG LADY IN THE ALLEY WHEN YOU ACTUALLY DID.
real friends are those who won't judge you and will stick with you despite whatever
i honestly get really scared to tell the truth to someone, especially when it gets really personal
so start small, don't tell that person a big secret because you know.. she might tell. so first, for example, tell her that you have an extra toe (even if it's not true. it's okay to lie sometimes lol) and see if she'll judge you.
if she doesn't and even asks you to lick it then she's cool.
BUT DONT LIE. IF YOURE A LIAR YOU WONT GET REAL FRIENDS. BECAUSE FRIENDSHIP IS BUILT ON TRUST AND LYING SHOWS THAT YOU EITHER CANT TRUST, YOURE NOT TRUSTWORTHY or you're both.
so yeah, recently ive found out that i indeed have real friends. and i can count them on just one hand.
because i guess you can't really trust a lot of people these days. sometimes the people you know over the screen may be those who are even better than those you see everyday
