(LOL NVM THAT THREE WEEK HIATUS.)
ANYWAYS. THE FANZONE.
PROBABLY ALMOST ALL OF US HAVE BEEN FANZONED AT LEAST ONCE. WELL ME UM IDEK HOW MANY TIMES.
IT SUCKS TO KNOW THAT THEY'LL NEVER YOU. THERE YOU ARE CHEERING AND SCREAMING AND SINGING YOUR HEART OUT, SAVING MONEY FOR THEIR ALBUMS AND CONCERTS (THAT ARE NOT EVEN HAPPENING BC YOU LIVE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WTF) , VOTING YOUR ASS OFF SO THAT YOU CAN SEE THOSE HAPPY REACTIONS ON THEIR FACES AGAIN, INVESTIGATING ABOUT THEIR GIRLFRIENDS BC YOU DON'T WANT THEM TO GET HURT (EVEN THOUGH THEY END UP BLOCKING YOU SMH) AND REPLAYING AND WATCHING THEIR MUSIC VIDEOS BC YOU WANT TO BEAT THE VEVO RECORD.
BUT THEY'LL NEVER KNOW YOUR NAME BC THERE ARE A MILLION OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE DOING THE SAME THING THAT YOU ARE.
SOMETIMES I START THINKING THAT HEY MAYBE CALUM WILL FINALLY NOTICE ME TODAY. BUT THEN I FALL ASLEEP AND NOTHING. AND ONCE AGAIN THE REALITY DAWNS UNTO ME THAT HE'LL NEVER KNOW ME. I MIGHT SEE HIM IN A CONCERT. I MIGHT ACTUALLY GET A PICTURE WITH HIM. HE MIGHT EVEN REMEMBER MY NAME FOR THOSE 5 MINUTES. BUT AFTER THAT, I'D BE JUST ANOTHER FAN.
IT SUCKS.
I KNOW IT'S CRAZY, BUT I'M SURE I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE ON THIS. WE WANT TO BE REMEMBERED RIGHT? WE WANT THEM TO REMEMBER US NOT AS ONE OF THE GIRLS THAT DO STUFF FOR THEM. WE WANT THEN TO REMEMBER= REMEMBER US. YOU FEEL ME????
BUT IT WON'T HAPPEN. THERE MIGHT BE A CHANCE. PROBABLY A 0.1% CHANCE, BUT THAT'S PRETTY MUCH IT. BECAUSE LOL WE'VE BEEN FANZONED.
OUCH <//3
BUT EH. IT'S FINE. THAT SHALL NOT STOP US FROM SUPPORTING THEM. BC THEY DESERVE ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD. GOD IM A LOT
