Just Another Book

High but Low

High but Low

I’m in a state of trance.

I’m high but sober.

I’m playing the same song,

Over and over.

My mind is drunk,

I doubt if it will ever recover.

I feel high,

I feel low.

Every damn thing is too much slow.

My mind is repeating the words

Blow, glow, slow, low.

I feel high,

I feel low.

I’m looking at the light,

And I’m staring at the sight.

It’s just too bright,

But I can’t take off my eyes.

The brightness is blinding,

But I’m staring at the light.

I’m sober,

My mind is high.

Everything’s all right,

But still I decide to get high.

The alcohol burns my throat,

But I just want to get high.

Now my mind is sober,

But I’m high.

I take in every detail,

The music,

The wind,

The noise,

The light.

Everything feels so right.

I’m dizzy

I’m high

My mind is sober

My head feels light

My vision is blurred

Suddenly nothing makes sense

Every thing is non-sense.

My sober mind is now high

I feel high

I feel low.

Nothing makes sense,

I feel low.

My mind is high,

I’m high.

My head feels light,

I feel low,

I feel high.

©Debanjana