Sliding into the DM

The cafe

I entered the cafe and I was surrounded with the aroma of coffee. I took a deep breath and sat on a chair reading something on my phone  .
Hello miss what would you like to order ? A lady asked.
One Americano and chocolate chip cookies please I said with a smile. She took the order and left and I continued looking at my phone.
While having coffee I got call from Boobear
*the call*

Tae: yo are you done with the interview

You: yes all done *low tone*

Tae: why do you sound sad?

You: ( you told him everything about the interview) I am just nervous.

Tae: hey don't worry I am sure you will get this job .

You: lets hope for the best

Tae: so now tell me what does my bias look like? How did you feel talking to him? Was he polite? Does he look the same off camera? Does h..

You: omg stop bombarding me with so many questions * laughs*

Tae: I am serious * cutely*

You: to be honest he looked hot. I was having dirty thoughts looking at him for a moment. He wore white shirt white shorts and brown belt. Also a vintage watch omg I literally stop breathing when I first saw him. His boxy smile is the best smile I have seen in life. His voice was mix of you and sojun I don't know how to explain this . I would love to work with him. * excitedly*

Tae:  wow I want to meet him too. You are lucky

You: I am

Tae: what are you doing right now?

You: coffee

Tae : y/n can I ask you something ?

You: um hmm

Tae: what's going on? I mean you always drop hints of somethings but then you don't actually share whats on your mind . I just hope I can be there with you on your bad days like you try to be with me.

You: wait a min I just pay and call you

Tae: don't cut the call .

You: hmm .

Tae: hello what are you doing why are you breathing so heavily

You: I am walking

Tae: tell me

You: fine you already know bits and pieces of my personal life. I just get overwhelmed by small small things. I have some anxiety issues so when I feel overwhelmed I kind of drop hints that I need help but I am not able to express things

Tae: why are to not able to express it?

You: no body will understand. You will get tried of it coz its the same shit everyday

Tae: no problem is big or small I might not understand what you feel but I can say that I will not judge you for what you feel and I will listen to same shit infinite times

You: you don't know me

Tae: I want to know you

You:hmm

Tae:y/n
Y/n

(Sniffing from the other side)

Its okay cry as much as you want to I am here

(After 5-7 minutes)

You: I feel I am not enough  *pauses* everyone around me loves me gives me their 100% but I feel I am not able to return the love . I feel dumb around people . I don't like*pause* leave it

Tae: I am listening

You: thank you

Tae: still listening tell me

You: it's useless my problems are not even genuine you know

Tae: who told you that

You: no one

Tae: why are you thinking so low for yourself

You: I  I don't know anything my head hurts. I feel overwhelmed with emotions. I can't sleep properly. I try to enjoy every moment but I still feel like something is missing

Tae: you feel lonely

You:empty

Tae: want to meet?

You: concert

Tae: so now we are playing one word or something?

You: no

Tae: *chuckles * want to meet

You: how

Tae: where are you?

You: road

Tae: one word it is?

You: no * soft giggle*

Tae:  want to meet

You: no I want to meet you at concert only let the mystery continue till then

Tae : I will not reveal myself  I will wear mask and all so it will still be a mystery.

You : really?

Tae: uh huh

You: you sure about it I might take of your cover

Tae: I will gladly let you do it

You: hehehe fine am at * location * where are you where should we meet

Tae: actually I am 10 Minutes away I will come there stay there only

You : fine

Tae:Till then lets talk on phone

You:We are about to meet let me at least wash my face. Let me look presentable.

Tae: bro in past week I have seen you sleeping , snorting , applying face mask , making faces and what not . Why would you shy away from showing your true self now huh?
I love you just the way you  are okay

You: so you love me ahuh ahuh

Tae: so I gave a paragraph long speech and you noticed the last line great

You: hahaha thank you thank you.