I'm a kind who speaks a lot less than i think. hoarding so many words and world's for so long now I want to let down. maybe cause the end is near
or maybe i'm.
02:43 I'm not an easy person. I have never been one. I have always been the one who loves and is scared of people running away from my own eyes and shadows. I don't say things like these a lot I hide my shadows in the brightest lights Making my shadows go grow even further with time I laugh my horse laughter all the time and i know that is what everyone does. I'm not any special one and i don't want no praise. But i just want to open up a tiny piece of me that i don't think you know. You know right? You know how that feels? I'm admist the constant highs and lows of endorphins and dopamine. Serotonin accelerates and deaccelerates every now and then. And i don't know how many ‘ands’ I've got. There are days when I want you a lot I know that I've said I'm busy and I'm doing things for myself but I get weak sometimes and i just go even further away from my friends. I'm not so great. My mind is a shit place Most of the people have seen me as the sun Or a star. (I can't talk when all eyes get on me yk)
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I'm not good with my feelings Though i can make you go through yours thoroughly. And i really can't believe when I say this myself that I feel several patchs of these weird sadness on every bone and muscle. Can't help but feel that they will forever be the same I'm not writing to letter to anyone I'm writing this just so you know that I'm also a human, sometimes much more complicated than i address. I have a feeling that I'm going to push you away. I have a feeling that I'm not going to have sleep for these few upcoming days But i hope you're okay
