self concentrated

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I am a selfish person and no matter how sour my mouth feels after saying this but that is the truth. I live with my own sorrows well known that there are bigger ones in others life. And tho i am a very happy person on most days but i am a selfish person on some others.
I usually am grateful for everything but sometimes when i look at everyone all i can think of is
Why not me?
Where did I go wrong?
Why am I the way i am?
I'm tired trying to inhabit this place which is as suffocating as a room filled of smoke
With serpents and rats and a rotting corpse
sort of a punishment for a sin i can't figure out exactly what but something very wrong
Something unforgivable even in the eyes of the one in the sky

 I usually am grateful for everything but sometimes when i look at everyone all i can think of isWhy not me?Where did I go wrong?Why am I the way i am?I'm tired trying to inhabit this place which is as suffocating as a room filled of smokeWith ser...

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I look at the star and a tear leaves my eye
I wish it was me.
I wish it was me.
I wish I got it better.
I wish I wish I wished i wished i vanished

    

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