I'm a kind who speaks a lot less than i think. hoarding so many words and world's for so long now I want to let down. maybe cause the end is near
or maybe i'm.
09:28 My teeth keep clattering with eachother. I've never been here before. The most memorable piece of happiness is the one you never got. My eyebrows twitch at this thought I don't know how much my life hate me anymore.I don't know how much more can I take care of myself anymore. The most fondest memories are always those which hold the glimpses of the forthcoming pain. I am struggling to find the bad omen of my life. Is it the way I breath? Or the way i feel? My tongue feels numb after all this years of biting, what I may suffer is surely something you won't ever see. I'm too vulnerable with existing ghosts that live inside of me. I can see them in the periphery staring at me,mouth agape, eyes red. Are they laughing or crying? I don't want to introduce them to you. You, a gift to my soul, can't be ruined. I won't let my thoughts ruin things I won't ever wanna make you my victim But I like this feeling. The feelings when I'm with you and my guys. I feel loved and seen. But I seek darkness I'm made for it and over the years I can't help but feel my belief getting stronger on this I seek darkness And what is darkness, if not the absence of light. I will ruin things, everything. I fear so many things Me mostly
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