08:01
And what can I do for you " I heard him say
"As a sign of gratitude or symbol of my faith"
I gave a scoff and sucked in a deep breath,
one more , mumbled a small "nothing"
A moment passed
And then another again
But then when i went back to see his face .There was this sincerity and longevity and i realised he actually wanted an answer but idk what to say
Because afcourse I've heard this a million times and I've always played it right but none of those conversations went like this
it's something new , and I'm so scared of not knowing what to answer
One of my biggest fear
There is this lump deepening in my throat.
This void growing inside my head
This conversation wasn't supposed to go like this
Not at all
I've all these conversation planned on my head I've always had
Because it's a type of security,No place for vulnerability
"No, I dont want anything"
"The amount of time that you took to realise this insane"
I opened my mouth to speak but i couldn't
I'm not ready for this conversation
And i won't ever be
YOU ARE READING
those unsaid words
RandomI'm a kind who speaks a lot less than i think. hoarding so many words and world's for so long now I want to let down. maybe cause the end is near or maybe i'm.
