do you know
do you know
i have felt every beat
in my chest
when i touched your skin
your skin
your white skin
i don't want to remember the night
when i found your body
on my doorstep
blood still warm
my tears were warm
what are we now
what are we now
lake and stones
and lovely bones
covered in mud
oh i'm counting to ten
and then lifting my lids
i go blind
i go blind then
that is why i bleed every night
that is why i'm through
stones in my pocket
and a lake see-through
closed and shut
closed and shut
but what can you do
when you like the black suns
and mud in your lungs
mud in your lungs
all black in your lungs
i wish i sheltered you
sheltered you
now under water is my soul
i have always lived for that cold
honestly, i have always lived for that cold
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Annihilate
Poetrywhen i embody sadness i do not own the image on the cover. i found it on Tumblr.