The Forbidden Mate (The Mate Series: Novel 2)

TFM- Chapter 17: Permission

okay well first of all, I don't have a boyfriend.

Devin and I went out on a double date- our Friends decided they needed... 'alone time'. Me and Devin were just sitting there on a hill in the grass talking. He decided to kiss me. So I kissed back. That was all. I didn't sit on him or touch him in any other way.

Suddenly he was groping me. I was thinking: I am not losing my virginity like this. So I pulled back and kinda shook my head at him.

He was like 'What's Wrong,"

I was like, "I told you, I wasn't going to just spread my legs for you."

Then he said, "Okay we can just fool around,"

I was thinking, 'weren't we already doing that?'

He started kissing me again- I've read and wrote enough to know he was... aroused. He then proceded to try to shove his hand down my pants. I grabbed

his hand telling him silently that I didn't want him to put his hands down my pants. He listened and went back to groping through my shirt, than he again

decided to try to put his hand down my pants.

I pulled back and was like: "No, I don't want your hand down my pants."

Then he goes, "I'm hard now."

I was like: "To bad for you, I told you we weren't going to have sex." He sat and Sulked for awhile, I started to feel bad but then said to myself 'no, You

warned him. It wasn't my fault he didn't listen.'

Soon our friends came back and they took us to My friends house(I was spending the night at her house). They say good night and Devin was like "C'mon

just once before you leave," He said while again trying to get his hand in my pants.

"No, Later." I said, jumping out of the car and once we were inside, Mae(name has been changed because I don't want her to be mad) was gushing over

Trey (once again, name is changed).

"God, Bell, He's so Amazing. That was like the bast time ever!"

I didn't want to ruin her mood, "Yeah, It was great."

"I think Devin really likes you!"

"I think Devin really likes the idea of me having a vagina." I mutter to myself, Knowing I was going to break up with him.

We go to bed, my mom picks me up I hang out at home. Me and My mommy watch America's Next Top model together. I tell my mom what happened

because I tend to tell my mom everything. Even if it will get me in trouble. My mom is my best friend. She says her opinion and tells me how proud she is

that I didn't give into the peer-pressure.

Later Devin calls. Mom answeres and hands the phone to me. Not being rude at all, she understands that he's a 17 year old guy- Sex is all they think

about... No offense guys.

"Hey," I say, "What's up?"

"Nothing, just doing some home work..." (It's still summer break here- so either he's lying or he flunked and is inSummer school)

"Kay,"

"I don't know how to say this."

"Just say it, Devin." I sigh. I know what he's gonna say- I want to yell, "We've been going out for like a week! I'm not in love with you!"