sander sides oneshots [slow updates]

last night [no ship]

one light-hearted dancing joan for one sad s t o r y

t.w. suicide. jokes about suicide. cursing.

logan looked at roman. "oh god, i wanna die." logan laughed.

roman shook his head, smirking slightly. he looked down at his phone while logan looked at him sadly. he wished someone would notice he wasn't joking.

they literally lost their best friend virgil because they never took them seriously. logan was never truly happy after virgil killed themselves. virgil and logan were so close, logan knew virgil was suicidal but virgil had begged him not to tell anyone else, they found it very embarrassing.

logan tried to support them as much as possible but it was hard because virgil began pushing everyone away. it felt like last night when it had happened.

logan looked at virgil hurt when they called logan a stupid bastard. he was only confident in his intelligence so it stung when it was questioned or insulted like that.

"fine. i'll just leave if that's how you truly think of me." logan turned around, wiping away stray tears. logan began to walk away.

"wait! logan i wasn't thinking, please." virgil grabbed his wrist but logan pulled away.

"no, v. there was some truth to that statement or you wouldn't have said it." logan got in his car and drove off before virgil could say anything else.

v: im so so so so so so so so so sorry i didnt mean it please believe me

v: please im so sorry

v: you're so smart dont listen to me im the stupid one for ever thinking about calling you that.

v: please forgive me i love you too much to lose

l: its fine i overreacted.

v: no you didnt

v: im sorry.

l: i said its fine, stop worrying.

v: its not fine

v: im sorry im such a fuck up

v: im sorry i ruin everything

v: im sorry for being a burden

v: im sorry for being a bad friend

v: im sorry

l: v, call me? i'll calm you down..

v: no

v: im sorry

v: i loce you so much andn i never want to lose you but i cabt stand this anymlre.

v: ill miss you so mcuh <3

v: bye, lo. see you on yhe othee side.