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You and Kylo Ren had struck up an agreement, for your "imprisonment," he wouldn't attack Finn and Poe. It wasn't much, but if you being a prisoner meant your friends would be safe, then that's what you would do. Your friends were your family.
It had been a month since, the dance you were invited to. It hadn't gone as planned. Kylo, was a hard person to read, and an even harder person to break down the emotional walls that were put up. Since your negotiation, you had been given, a different uniform to wear. Deciding, to bend you were not working as a First Order, Doctor and only worked in the infirmary. The uniform was not something you liked to say the least. It was a black long sleeve tunic, with a black belt that had a silver buckle in the front to connect it, along with knee high black boots.
Since becoming a First Order Doctor, you hadn't seen Kylo Ren much. There wasn't very many people who were nice to you. They still saw you as 'Rebel Scum' and if that wasn't bad enough they often called you 'Traitor' to your face. After awhile, you gave up on trying to make friends with anyone in the Empire. Thankfully, you had your chambers as your sanctuary. You were stationed in the infirmary wing, so you often took your lunch break in your room, to avoid the awkwardness of walking in to the cafeteria and getting stared at.
It didn't take long before you were homesick for Crait. Homesick, for your friends, everything you left back home. Today, it hit you like a wave, and you were currently drowning, in the water. Kylo, had felt your sadness and your anxiousness, and tried to contact you through the force. You weren't having it today. After, your shift was over you made your way to your chambers sighing in defeat. It had been a rough day, patients, weren't too happy that they had gotten a 'Rebel' Doctor to patch them up. That didn't stop them from saying hurtful things to you.
Letting out a sigh, you couldn't help the tears that had formed, now threatening to fall. Once, inside your chambers, the tears streamed down your cheeks, with no end in sight. It wasn't long before you gathered your most comfortable pajamas, you thought it would be best to let it out, so you went into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and threw yourself a 'Pity Party', in the shower.
Kylo, was overwhelmed with your self thrown 'Pity Party', and the tears that were streaming down your face. He felt a ping of his own sadness, because he has been distancing himself from you. It was something unknown and foreign to him. He shares the same romantic feelings you have, but he wouldn't let himself feel them. To him, any sort of feeling was a weakness, that someone could use to their advantage, it didn't stop him from his attempts to keep trying to contact you through the force. When it was apparent that you wanted nothing to do with him, he couldn't help but frown and furrow his eye brows, thankfully nobody knew what type of emotions his face portrayed behind his black mask.
Today, started off different from every other day. Your presence was request at the bridge where Kylo and General Hux were. Hux, was never a fan of yours, always making it very clear. Once you arrived, both men turned their attention to you. Kylo, wasn't wearing his helmet today, which made you curious. Looking at him, it wasn't hard to see that he was trying to get inside your mind. Since, the last time he was in your mind and failed to gather any information, your connection to the force had strengthened. It allowed you to be able to build a deeper and stronger shield in your mind, stopping anyone from trying to see inside, this seemed to have caught him off guard.
"Supreme leader. General Hux."
General Hux gave you a sickening smile before greeting you, "Hello, Y/N." He took your hand in his and placed a kiss on the back of yours.
This caused you to make disgusted face, at his actions before responding, "Uh, thanks, I think?"
Making sure he saw that you wiped the back of your hand on your uniform pants, in disgusted.
"Why am I here?"
"There's some men who have seem to caught something, and we just want to make sure it's nothing serious."
Nodding in understanding, Hux, lead you to the side, area that had five men, who you assumed, needed your medical attention. Kylo, being curious as well as being protective, was leaning against the frame, making sure that none of the men over stepped their boundaries.
It was five hours later, when you finished. Each of the men had something different from the last, ranging from Mono to strep throat, to a dislocated shoulder. You hadn't noticed the tall mysterious man, standing there until it was time for you to pack up, and turn in.
Turning to leave, you jumped causing you to drop your bag of your equipment.
Placing your hand over your heart you said, "Geez! You scared me!"
Chuckling, he picked up your bag for you, before he placed it on your shoulder, the gentle gesture, causing your cheeks to heat up.
"Sorry." His husky voice sounded, "I had to make sure none of the guys over stepped."
"Why does it matter if they do?" You asked dumbfounded.
Clearing his throat, a blush crept across his face realizing how close the two of you were standing, "It doesn't!"
"Wait!" You exclaimed happily, "You like me!"
"I do not!"
"Admit it! You think I'm gorgeous... You want to kiss me... You want to hug me... You want to love me... You want to smooch me... You want to hug –"
Before you could finish teasing him, both of his hands found your neck, pulling you to him before his lips were placed over yours. Your hands made their way, his his waist and fisted his black top. Turning his head slightly, his warm tongue, ran along your bottom lip. Allowing him, access he groaned at the contact of your tongue on his. One, of his hands moved into your hair, holding you tightly, as if you weren't real and would fade away any second. Suddenly, you were interrupted by someone clearing their throat.
Reluctantly, you both unwrapped yourselves from each other, resting your foreheads together before Kylo's, deep voice sounded,
