Luna's pov
Me and Harry arrived at the sidemen house then I noticed JJ's car shit he's an hour early
"Harry I can't I can't I can't I'm not ready turn around" he parked placing his hand on mine
"You need to do this I'll be here for you" i nodded we got out of the car I used my key to unlock the door. We both entered together i walked into the kitchen only to see JJ, Simon, and
Ben.
"Luna we've been waiting for you" Ben smiled before I could say anything JJ stood up i just noticed he had red puffy eyes.
"Please tell me he's lying tell me it's a lie and you weren't playing me this whole time that you actually love me" i couldn't look him in the eyes just hearing his broken voice broke me.
"JJ I'm sorry"
A tear rolled down his cheek
"I do love you I always have I was just upset and hurt that's why I did what I did"
"Do you really because it sure as hell doesn't feel like it" he began storming off but I grabbed his hand. He harshly pulled his hand away from me walking upstairs to his room.
"Look at that our plan worked we broke his heart just like he broke yours revenge sure is sweet" he placed his arm around me. I turned throwing his arm off of me
"What the hell Ben, i told you I was gonna tell him" i shoved him roughly into the wall
"Well you weren't fast enough don't worry I definitely made sure to leave in the part where we had sex" he winked that wink pissed me off.
I punched him right in the nose, his nose instantly began to bleed. I tripped him crawling ontop of him i kept punching him and punching him until someone pulled me off of him. Harry then grabbed Ben throwing him out, Simon carried me to the bathroom.
I sat on the counter while Simon took out some bandages and began wrapping my now bleeding hand.
"So what's the full story?" He asked me i took a deep breath and began telling him what happened
"Well the day that Ben came to pick me up so we could go to the airport he actually picked me up earlier than he was ment to. We went to where he was staying and I was ranting about JJ when he kissed me. I pushed him off and he began telling me that I deserve better than JJ because all he does is try to control me and he kissed another girl without telling me. Then Ben began telling me how it would make me feel better if I broke his heart like he hurt me and I was upset, I wasn't thinking straight when I agreed. We began making the perfect plan to have JJ fall in love with me but I still loved him and I hated myself because I couldn't stop loving him. I tried to get Ben to agree to drop the plan and move on but he blackmailed me i truly love JJ more than anything in the whole world but now he's never gonna forgive me"
"Maybe one day he'll come around but it will be hard to earn his trust i get you were mad but you should've never agreed" i sighed knowing he was right
"Wait did you two actually have sex?"
"Yeah after we made the plan but it was a one time thing"
"Okay next time think before you do all those things, not only does it hurt you but it hurts others"
"Yeah" he gave me a hug which was very much needed after i ruined everything.
He left the bathroom then Harry entered
"Do you want to sleep at my flat" i nodded
"Yes please"
"Okay let's go"
"I'll meet you downstairs i want to talk to JJ if he even lets me" he gave me a sad smile before leaving. I took a deep breath and made my way to JJ's room. I didn't knock i just entered he was laying on his bed but sat up when I entered.
"What do you want?" He asked with angry clearly in his voice
"I'm sorry I should've never done what I did it was dumb of me i just wanted you to hurt like I did"
"You think I wasn't hurting when I realized it was my fault you were sad or that it was my fault you left it still hurt me because I knew I messed up, I thought I lost the love of my life the most perfect girl in the world. Clearly you aren't as perfect as I thought you were" tears began to form in his eyes as he spoke every word
"JJ please let me give you a explanation, I know i don't deserve it but please"
"You're right you don't deserve it after you made me fall in love with you even more than I already was just to find out it was apart of a sick plan"
"JJ-
"No just stop Luna don't ever talk to me again you crossed a line you shattered me to pieces i hope your happy" he turned around
He hates me the man I love so dearly hates me and it's all my fault. I broke down into tears crying my eyes out
"I'm sorry I love you" with those words I turned around and went to Harry's car. I sat in the passengers seat not looking at Harry he began driving while tears rolled down my cheeks and I looked out the window.
I always thought JJ was the bad one but he's not so bad far from it actually he's perfect.
I'm the monster.
I'm sorry JJ.
I love you.
Author's note
I think this is the end of this book. I might put a different ending I'm not sure yet. I truly hope you enjoyed this long journey. I tried my best keep in mind I'm not the best writer. Thank you for everything😙
