Incoherent love

A night to remember (12)

⚠️⚠️⚠️¡¡¡WARNING!!!️⚠️⚠️⚠️ THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SUICIDE!! IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE PLEASE JUA5T SKIP THIS CHAPTER. I WILL PUT A WARNING OF WHERE THE SUICIDE ACTUALLY HAPPENS FOR THOSE WHO STILL WOULD LIKE TO READ PARTS OF THE CHAPTER.

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"DEKU! DEKU! COME ON, LETS JUST ALL GO BACK HOME!"

Ring Ri-

"Have you found him?"

"I haven't, we've looked everywhere. Come back to the dorms so we can regroup and think where he could have gone."

"Fine. I'll be there soon."

I quickly hung up and ran back to the UA dorms. I got in the elevator and made my way up to the top where our common room where everyone else was.

"None of you guys would have any idea where he could be?" I asked practically yelling.

They all looked down sadly as they shook their head no. I threw my hands in the air in frustration. I shook my head and just walked away.

Once the others were out of sight I headed towards Deku's room. When I get there the room is noticeably cleaner. It's not cold either. All the food wrappers were nowhere to be seen and all the scattered clothes were gone. His bed was made and it overall looked like it dis before.

I sighed and sat down on his ned when I saw a tiny little paer jump up. It camouflaged with the blanket that's why I hadn't seen it before.

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'To whomever finds this. I know this is probably a shitty letter but I didn't know what else to do. And if you look around you can see my room just proves my previous statement. Well whatever. By the time you read this I'll be gone already. Maybe you'll be able to read this in time to find my body underneath the cherry blossom trees, or maybe next to the koi fish.'
-Deku

Wait, koi fish?

"Why dont you just take a swan dive off a building and pray that in your next life your born with a quirk ya dumb ner!" With the nerds stupid book between my palms I let small pops go off, soon bigger ones until the front and the back of his book had holes in them and his booked looked to be charred.

I smirked at my other delinquent friends and threw the book out the window knowing it would probably and in the water benith the koi fish or just get lost in some bushes.

I didn't care though, I just wanted to fuck with the little nerd.

Our old middle school! That was where I told him to end it all! I clenched the paper and ran out the room. Everyone seemed stunned but I didn't care. I just kept running, and I kept running until I finally reached my old middle school.

Quickly I ran up the stairs until I reached the rooftop. I tried pushing the door open but It was locked.

"Fucking hell! Just fucking open!!" As I yelled at the door to open I used my quirk and practically blasted the door open.

Once it was open I got a clear view of the boy with forest green hair that I loved ever so much.

"De- Izuku!" Come here...come with me! We can tie our sting together and it'll all go away! We can start new!" The fear, and anger in my voice weren't helping this situation.

"Ah, so you figured it out huh? I thought it would take you longer. I kinda wanted to do it in peace." His voice seemed numb and his face was blank.

He was going to jump, and there was ko way I could stop him.

"Kacchan...I love you, you know that right?"

"I do! I know you do! I love you to, so so much! So please come here." Thw tara inhad been holding back were now starting to come out making my vision blurred even more.

"Kacchan...live a happy life with Kirishima okay. You deserve it. I wish you all the best." For the first time in what seemed like forever he smiled.

The fucker smiled.

It was genuine too!

He backed up to the edge of the building slowly, never breaking eye contact with me. Before I knew it my legs started running again, running towards him. Everything seemed to be in slow motion. When he was feet within my reach I extended my hand hoping he would take it. He just kept smiling and before he fell back he mouthed the words

'I love you'

When I reached the edge of the roof he was already too far from my reach. Seconds later his body hit the hard cement with a loud splat, soon his body was being surrounded by a pool of his own blood.

My mouth gaped open in shock as I tried to comprehend just what exactly I saw. I took one little peek of the ground underneath me just to make sure I didn't make up anything up but as soon as I did I immediately regretted it.

My body threw itself to the other side so I wouldn't accidentally fall off. As soon as my body decided that I wasn't in any immediate danger I started hyperventilating. My breathing became ragged and uneven. Before I knew it I had started vomiting. At this point it seemed like I wasn't even in my own body. I was just watching the horror unfold without my permission.

Before I knew it I passed out due to me having a panic attack. When I woke up I was in a hospital bed with Kirishima next to me. He was sleeping with his head resting on my leg. I flexed my leg as an attempt to make some movement to wave him up.

"Kiri...what happened? Kirishima... Eijiro..."

"Hhmmm..."

"Eijiro, Ei wake up!"

Finally I kicked my leg up with caused him to jolt up and yell out his false statement of being awake.

"Oh, you're finally awake huh? Um...how are you?" He asked rubbing his neck as he looked away from me.

"Tell me...tell me I was able to save him and that it was all a bad dream. Tell me that he is in the room next to mine with suicide prevention for 24 hours. Tell me that he is still alive! Please...tell me..."

"Kat...I'm sorry. You know already don't you?"

"No I dont that's why I'm asking you!"

"Kat, hes not here..."

I didn't react. I didn't say anything. I didn't do anything. I just lifted up my lands and placed my palms on my ears getting ready to activate my quirk.

Just before I was able to even set off a pop Ei had already hardened his whole arms pinning me to the bed. I tried letting off explosions but it was no use. I turned kicking him off but it was still no use.

"EIJIRO! LET ME GO!! LET ME GO! LET ME GO!"

"NO! YOU'RE NOT IN YOU'RE RIGHT MIND! WHERE THE FUCK IS THE DOCTOR!? DOCTOR! NURSE!"

Soon doctors and nurses came rushing in helping helping Ei pin me down. I felt a sting on my arm and the lights feeling hazy but that was all I remember before it all went to fucking hell.