January 2013
Dear Diary,
I had my favorite poster of Omarion over my bed (poster in Multimedia). I was also dream about him nightly. I have been writing poems about him a lot. They were the truth because they talked about my pain of him having my heart and how hurt I am that I would never have him. It's what I am used to, love not being returned. I often thought to myself that if I was tall, I will be his type. I have everything else but that. I have the light skin and long hair. The hair is mine too. I'm a Scorpio like him. I'm only four feet and eleven inches, leaving me out of the running.
I want to stop loving a man I can't have. All I want is to love and be loved.
My intuition is telling me that he's in a relationship with someone. That's another reason why I don't want to being in love with him anymore. I just can't shake him. I took my poster down a few days ago. I don't think I will care about if he's with anyone. I can't have him and he doesn't want me. I will like to know though. I always read things about him being gay or bisexual. I never played it any mind. I loved him the same no matter what I read. He can still get it. On my birthday, I played truth or dare with my sister and friends. I happened to get hit with the open question and I was asked what celebrity will I get down and dirty with. Of course my answer was Omarion. I love him and accept all that he is. There will always be that love I felt for him when I was 14, whether I wanted it to be there or not. Nothing in this world can change that.
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Dear Diary: Shattered Dreams An Omarion Story
FanfictionIf you had a diary and you can discuss your most candid thoughts about one person, who will it be? My person will be Omari Ishmael Grandberry, better known as Omarion. Imma tell the truth and the whole truth.
