Entry # 48

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Summer 2013

Dear Diary,

           I am still on a fight to get rid of this jealousy within. I do one thing, but my feelings don't show it. When I see either of them post of each other on Instagram, I get tight chested and I like the picture as if it was something that I wanted to see.  I even went so far to create a tribute video filled with some of their pictures together. I was again lying and trying to convince myself that I was happy about it. I figured if I made this video, my jealousy would magically disappear. I knew I had to get over it soon because was bad for my health. It was running up my pressure. I wrote a poem on independence day that released what I was feeling about my unhappiness with finding out about this union (in Multimedia) that's when my jealousy was gone.

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