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"the doctor said she was a cuckoo child."

theorise: my baby can't deny me nothing

i can't voice a world to curl 'round my feet.

and i remember it all so clearly. i can imagine and see none of it at all. 

you must have spiraled in all those pictures you see of it, you must have seen everything and more and more and more --

and i hated you for it. just a little bit 

and does my baby know        ?

i still do.

i flinch at the petal sky 

and wonder if it was a soft wet thing to you

when you were high on melt-in-the-mouth trips 

and what did you see, honey? what did you see, i can imagine i can't see any of it at all -- tell me --

no don't tell me another thing

don't say another word --

i hope lucy

cut her throat on all those bitter diamonds in the sky;

i hope she slit her wrists 

and i hope she dared not breathe

another sigh 

and you were not home. you were foreign land to me. i was alien.

 i was alien

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