LXII. "that's all. i don't even think of you that often."

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you feel your ink wing soak the sky up,
like the marble of your colossus dreams
their winter glaze is unshaken;
i take your body down from the elders
and watch its spirit fly --

you'll prowl with shoulders
rolling like swallows in summer

and you could be sleeping and yet you are not --
your white lily hands splayed
above puddles and puddles
and i cut your nails down
so you won't hurt you anymore --
but i cannot break you from your dreams:

the threads and seams all wash away,
my fingers trail the stars you drew
shooting across legs, and i sigh
for their vermillion skies
are not mine --  i sigh
because

i feel my ink wing soak their dashes
and the lines and landscapes
which were only i --
i could be sleeping and yet i am not;
my claws cut --

and i let the reeds and green take your ankles,
touch your toes and cut across your heel --
i'll keep your head guarded by willows,
let your poor love see you be
tell him leave you be for you are gone away --

and i draw that star
way back when; when
you were my mirror image
and i still cry sometimes,
knowing that i lost you.

(02/05/2017)

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