Innocent

~Chapter 25~

Please note: The sentences which are underline are flashbacks/ memories of the past

--Aurora--

It's all my fault. It's all my fault!

If I didn't open my mouth she wouldn't have hurt me, it's all my fault now I have to face the consequences.

Uhgggg! I hate myself!

Now because of all this, I won't be able to come to school, if Dami noticed my bruises so quickly my Dada is going to kill me when he see them.

Everyone will know. Then I'm gone...I'm gone for good.

Why did I have to be so rude, no wonder she hurt me cause I was such a dumb rude person, I don't know what came upon me to act in such a way.

Oh my Goodness...Oh my Goodness, my mom will surely lock me in the house, if she finds out about this.

I remember when I was small, once I was tried to climbing a tree and my leg slipped...I  got a few scratches and because of that for the next few months I was never allowed outside the house again.

That day sitting on my window, I still remember I wrote all those things I won't do again so I wouldn't have to face that horrible Dreadful punishment of locked in the house alone... lonely where none could hear my cries.

But that didn't work for too long  as later next year my dumb young self tried running away from home so I could go to the playground again but unfortunately I was caught and for my punishment I was made to stay outside the house the whole night.

From that day on, I never left the house, I let go all my dreams of making friends and playing with others my age....but now when I finally have got a opportunity to experience all those things, I don't think I can let go.

I don't think I can ever just stay locked in the house like before....I want to explore new things, make new friends but because of my foolish behaviour everything will be taken away from me.

I felt tears fill my eyes at the thought of being home schooled again...of never meeting Dami, Lucas or even that Dirty Brittany.

I couldn't let that happen, I couldn't lose my friends...I won't let that happen.

This can't happen, I won't let it happen!

I start rubbing those Bruises on my hand in hopes it will disappear.
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Yes it's fading! It's f-fading...no it's not, why isn't anything happening!!

I-I can't let it happen...no one can...find out. NOONE CAN!

'Mommy! Dada! I'm sorry please let me inside the house...i-its cold out here'

"Hey stop that your hurting yourself!", I heard Dami's voice but I ignore it.

'Dada! See there is a small boy outside, can I go and play with him? Please!?.... Okay I'll go and study. Sorry for asking.'

I can't stop, I have to make them disappear. I can't give up, he doesn't understand.... Noone does!

I continue rubbing it but this time with more force... trying my best to make them disappear.

"Please stop it, your scaring me baby... sunshine please."

Ignore, ignore his voice...I don't have time for that.

' Mommy! I want to go outside, everyone goes outside... please!'

It has to fade away, yes it has to... I can't let it be seen....I don't care but anymore I just have to let it disappear.

Why is it not DISAPPEARING!!!

I-I can't B-Breathe...Why can't I breathe!?

I'm going to die....I-Im going to die....it's all over....everything is gone....I'm done.

I feel the process to breathing get tougher and tougher, I placed my hands on my chest as I was unable to take in a deep breath, the task was so hard that I felt my head spinning...the pain....it's burning me.

"Hey baby what happened, hey please speak to me. I'm scared.... please tell me.", Dami said softly taking my face in his hands

"I can't- I can't—"

I can't even even speak anymore!

I'm so dumb, everything around is just spinning, black spots surrounding me, capturing me, trapping me....

"Hey,it's okay baby.. just breath okay, here place your hand on my chest and breath like me, okay?"

I can't understand.... Why can't I understand anything!

Why is everything Dami is saying so hard to grasp, my head there's a dull ache there...

I can't breathe anymore.... please someone help me!

I felt myself be lifted up in the air, running ...screams around me... can't understand- can't breathe...

Resting my head on Dami's chest I wait for everything to just stop, just get over.

"Hey, please baby... breathe... just try... don't give up.. please", I hear some of his words but I couldn't reply.

"Shit! Nothing is working....I need to do something... someone who will help...", I hear Damis mumbling slowly fading away.

"Hey stay awake please!", Was the final words I heard before the darkness finally captures me.

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