Dark Poems Of A Sad Mind

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I feel like I'm crazy
If I'm not then why do I hate me
Why do I have such low self esteem
And at every moment, I'm depreciating me

Feel like I've not got much to give
And my life is not worth much to live

I've had lines, but now I'm crossing them
It feels like I contradict myself
I have friends but no one cares
Cause I don't let them in my head

You can't care if you can't hear
The thoughts that go up in here
I'm fucking scared of getting help
Cause I don't know where the problem hems

So who would help if I do share
The wrong info on my mental health

I'm confused and helpless
It doesn't help I help myself less
It doesn't help that my head's a mess
And it doesn't help
That I can't seek help

I'm running mad and running wild
I should be locked in a mental house
I'm trapped in my skin
And my mind isn't free
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