Fallen

Chapter 13

Ezra's POV:
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it's been two days since our fight.

two days without talking.

two days without facing eachother.

And in these two days, I couldn't breathe, and how could I do when she took my breath away with her, took every ounce of life with her when she didn't hear me, when she didn't understand me.

She didn't realize that she had destroyed and burned my soul.

yet, I understand that I hurt her feelings with my harsh words, but there is no greater agony than being distanced and being ignored by the one thing that urged you to live again, to love again, to trust again.

that's why, i couldn't keep this situation last any longer. not after that dream.

I cornered her in the kitchen and took advantage of the fact that we were alone in the house. I grabbed her hand and turned it towards me. 

"Are you still going to ignore me?" I took a deep breath.

She nodded silently.

"What do you want, Aurora? Do you want on my knee? Do you want me to beg? Can't you see, You took my breath away with you, amor, I can't stand you being away any longer." I whispered close to her ear.

I saw her smile, which she tried to hide by turning her head. My sweet little girl..

"Then that got you smiling, huh? do you like it? do you like the idea of me getting on my knees for you, amor?" i smirked pulling her closer to me.

Our hot breath mixing as we both looked deeply to eachother, only few inches apart.

i couldn't move, i couldn't let her go and i couldn't close my eyes.

i lean closer to her and then, she slapped me, letting go all her anger with that slap.

"are you feeling better now?" i asked quietly.

"yes," she whispered biting her lips.

fuck, not the lip.

"No, don't do that." i whispered with a deep voice touching her lips.

"do what?"

"Bite your lip."

"Or what?" she faked a smile.

"Or you'll find yourself under me with my fingers thrusting inside you." i grinned without knowing what i said.

and she slapped me again, less harder this time. yet, still biting her bottom lip.

"Did you enjoy it? Taking control of actions? of me?" I grinned.

"yes..," she whispered.

"Good, it's my turn now." i crashed my lips on hers.

Our bodies pressed together heatedly against the wall, breathing heavily as our lips pressed together.  I could taste our shared breath, feel the thud of our combined heartbeat.

I couldn't resist her anymore, not now, not with the kiss. not with the dream.

She opened her mouth to let my tongue pass, and she put her hands around my neck and my waist with her legs. Our tongues were fighting for control and our bodies were heating up. Her hands moved towards my face, touching my hair and jaw.

But I slowly turned my face away.

"Aurora wait," i spoke, both of us trying to catch our breath.

"Ezra, don't pull away, not now." she held my face with her hands.

"I can't, Aurora. I-" I ran my fingers through my hair.

without letting me finish, she turned her head, her eyes full of tears, again. "I get it, it's not me who you want."

"No, it's not tha-"

and with that she walked away slowly.