Fallen

Chapter 26

Aurora's POV:
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i feel something's missing. I don't know what is it but the voice in my head keep saying that.

i didn't sleep much last night. I kept thinking about Ezra and what he told me last night.

I know it's wrong. Especially now, that I'm dating Thomas.

i should stop thinking about Ezra. I really should. But the thing is, i can't.

I tried,

i really did but everytime i end up looking for him, texting him or dreaming about him.

Without mentioning that I dreamed of him kissing my sister last night.

Eww, that was the worst nightmare ever.

Now, that he thinks that i forgot about him after dating Thomas, he would date her, date my sister.

Because it's too obvious that she likes him.

i saw the way she looks at him, with hearts in her eyes, romantic huh?

i don't know if he knows or he's just ignoring it. But, the thought of them together didn't leave my mind since i woke up from that nightmare.

i don't know why it bothers me. I admit i like him, just a little, but it's not a big deal.

I will just ignore it.

And maybe we should stop with the flirting thing. it really doesn't help.

Keeping my distance from him isn't easy at all. let alone with the flirting and touching moves.

Thomas deserves better than me thinking of someone else.

What bothers me most, is that, since Ezra saw me with Thomas, he was playing cold towards me. Didn't call me nicknames like he always did. Didn't smile to me and Didn't even spoil me like he did before. And definitely didn't touch me ever since.

Not that i miss his touches or something.

It's just weird. Flirting was always his game with me.

He knows that mere flattery can make me forget all our disagreements. Not to mention whispering in my ears.

And boy, how his hot breathes touches me whenever we're alone.

Oh, god.

Or when he moves his hand on my neck, it makes me shiver every fucking time. And how his manly fragrance flows into my nose whenever he is near me. Damn.

No Aurora what the fuck? You should focus on ignoring him and keeping your distance not missing him.

He's good at playing this game, sometimes he ignores me the whole week and sometimes he say things that leaves me breathless, fantasizing him or makes me blush.

'Shit' i murmured.

i shook my head and got up to have a morning shower, at least it would help me straighten my thoughts.

I took a shower and when i finished i put on my underpants then wrapped the towel over my body. I went down the stairs to the kitchen, knowing that I was alone in the house.

I went back to my room after I took an apple from the table. I decided to turn on the music, still wrapped in a towel with just my underwear.

nobody's here so why should i care? Let's dance baby.

Unholy song played, i love this song.

Mummy don't know daddy's getting hot
At the body shop, doing something unholy
He lucky, lucky, yeah (ooh)
He lucky, lucky, yeah (ye-yeah)
He lucky, lucky, yeah
He lucky, lucky, yeah

My body starts moving with every word as I hum the song.

A lucky, lucky girl
She got married to a boy like you
She'd kick you out if she ever, ever knew
'Bout all the - you tell me that you do
Dirty, dirty boy
You know everyone is talking on the scene
I hear them whispering 'bout the places that you've been
And how you don't know how to keep your business clean.

My wet hair dripped onto me with every movement. I didn't give it any importance and started walking around the room singing along to the song.

Mummy don't know daddy's getting hot
At the body shop, doing something unholy.

"He's sat back while she's dropping it, she be popping it. Yeah, she put it down slowly" i smiled leaning down.

My body was bending and dancing while I was spinning in circles and when I turned around suddenly I saw a body leaning against the door with a sideways smile on its face.

Ezra. of course.

damn me.

I only felt the towel fall from my body, leaving me to face him with my naked body and my chest facing him. His eyes fell on my body, examining me closely. He licked his lips slowly then returned his eyes to mine.

"LOOK AWAY!!" i shouted as my face turned red and I quickly took the towel and tied it back over my body and his eyes are still watching me.

fuck me.

"Have you ever heard of knocking?" i continued when i stopped the music.

"Why you stopped? I was enjoying the show." he grinned.

"Next time knock." i looked at him with the corner of my eye.

"I did. But I think you were having too much fun to hear." he walked towards me. "With your hot dance moves."

i didn't answer as i turned my back to him.

"I have to wear some clothes." i murmured.

"Let me help." he whispered next to my ear.

i closed my eyes.

"No, don't do that." i couldn't raise my voice.

"Do what?" his hands moved to my waist slowly pulling my back closer to him.

"This."  i whispered.

"Why?"

"Because it's wrong Ezra." i turned to face him.

i raised my eyes to meet his and then we both stopped. As if time froze and the whole world stopped. Those few seconds made me weak. One more time he's making me weak, willing for his touches.

How pathetic..

"Is it?" he leaned his head closer, his hot breath touching me my bare skin.

yes, is it Aurora?

"Yes. i have a boyfriend Ezra." i talked slowly.

he looked at me then he quickly pulled away walking out of the room without another word.