Hey guys, Author-chan here again.
I have short news about something that I just saw today and it's really unsettling to me...
So this note will be filled with drama topics and sad stuff so I don't blame you if you don't want to read these.
Also, do not send hate, spam or anything disrespectful. This is just me giving out my opinion.
Still here? Ok, don't say I didn't warn you.
So if any of you have heard about the TADC drama, it's...awful to me. It feels like I'm watching on the sidelines, watching it all burn before my eyes.
At first, it really hurts my mind, soul & heart to see it all burn away. And it even feels like my own self-hatred is growing back, consuming me back in the darkness... A void of black to see only regret and hatred against myself...
Even if I try to speak, or add a comment about various situations, people get triggered easily and it would feel like they attack me with sharp daggers in my brain, reopening the wounds.
This is why I'm never good with people at all because not only do I have high functioning autism, but also because if I be myself or give an opinion, it would feel like I hurt them for no reason...
Yes, I know it's not healthy for me to be distant but I'm just tired of people being personally triggered if I try to stand up for myself or even say what's on my mind. And...I don't want to get hurt again if I make a long connection with...certain people I like.
I think I shall say this when I'm gonna take a break from writing for a bit because I can't think straight if the darkness in my head is growing back.
So again, pls don't send hate and spam etc. It's just something that's been in the back of my mind for some time...
Despite all this, it reminds me of the song, "Hated By Life Itself". I'd recommend you give it a listen here.
That's all I have to say so thanks for reading and...I do hope that all of you can stay safe, have a beautiful day/night and please never forget that you're not alone. I know you're probably gonna say that I'm not alone either so...I guess I beat you to it??
Thanks for reading.
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