MISSIN OUT

CHP 14.

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SYRIAH MULAN VALENTINE
DELAWARE

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Today was my birthday I really was just ghosting everyone today I wanted to be myself and cry myself away really, I hated my birthday it was day that my father beat and raped me so bad I couldn't go to school weeks. Which was why I hated this day I thought birthdays was supposed to be a fun thing everything is supposed to great

But I was wrong I was stupid little girl, But now I was shutting out the voices crying in bed with a bottle of casamigos on side of me which I would take sips from time to time. I keep getting flashbacks of him touching me it was so disgusting and my screams nobody helped me..

I was all alone sad and getting hurt by my dad I let the tears come out and come down. Every year my birthday it would be the first time I cried I don't cry normally but this day I can't help but to break down in tears "why" I said crying harder.

My head began to hurt so bad from how much I was crying plus drinking was only making it worse I laid on my bed curling up into a ball, closing my eyes slowly trying to forget everything

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I heard loud bangs on my door jumping up seeing my room was pitch black the bangs continued so I got up walking downstairs to my door I opened it being faced with devil, "hey pretty girl" he said with roses and bags in his head "hi" I said lowly my voice hoarse from crying so much earlier "come in" I said.

he walked in setting the bags down coming to give me a hug and the roses "thank you" I said smiling "you been okay?" He asked me looking at me and I nodded my head "yes .." lying through my teeth "happy birthday" he said handing me the designer bags "thank you .." I said lowly.

"I wanna take you out somewhere nice so get ready for me baby" he said and I nodded "dev I told you ain't have to do nun but thank you again" I said he just nodded sitting on the couch as I went upstairs to my room "hi Riah we missed u" voice two said in my head and I smiled.

I began taking off the scarf that was on my head lookin at my wig which I got freshly done yesterday even though I didn't like doing stuff for my birthday I loved getting dressed up to drink in the house cause that was a natural thing for me. I brushed the wig before taking out my flat iron

I straighten my hair doing my edges and then went on to my makeup I wanted something to compliment my pink wig that was on my head and so I decided to do a light beat but slightly dramatic too "cute cute" I said to myself.

I went in my closet grabbing a cute dress and then walkin out the room I didn't notice but dev also looked very nice asl "you ready ma?" He asked looking up from his phone and I nodded I grabbed the roses and we left out "I'll buy u more
Roses and you can open you gifts when u get home" he said to me and I smiled nodding.