moving on is hard to do when it's not you I'm moving on to
leaving you makes me blue i don't ever want to miss you
holding you i'm scared to do i fear i won't let go
but hurting you i'd never do so i stay cause you want me so-
packing up all my things into big brown boxes
looking at the empty shelves that sit in my closet
scrolling through the photos wish i owned a heart shaped locket
so i could pack you up and take you with me when i leave on the-
24th of may i hope to see your face
wrap your arms around me say you wish i could stay
i'll pretend not to cry as if i'm okay
but my mascara will be running the second you look away-
from the nights we spent talking about nothing at all
to the games you never played you don't even own a ball
and the i love you's you said knowing they'd come with regret
because now i have to go knowing i could lose you, no-
one ever got me the way you understand
when all i could see was black you came and grabbed my hand
taught me how it feels to be loved and wanted
and i know you're probably going to leave me haunted-
by the words you said that made me fall like the leaves in august
and the smile you gave like you could stop the storms that taunt us
the way you made me feel as though i was something special
i love you now, then, forever, i love you just like i promised.
YOU ARE READING
butterfly kisses and sorrow misses
Poetryi don't know yet i just need to put these things that are in my head onto paper or i might lose my mind have i already lost it? poems I wrote as the clouds were brewing.
