butterfly kisses

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when i met you i swear i swallowed a cocoon.

for a moment i thought it wasn't true

that all of my thoughts could be about you.

but then the butterfly awoke

and came and tapped on my heart

and whispered your name.


after months and weeks and so many days

I thought maybe the butterfly had died.

but then again, so had i.

your butterfly was attacking the others

so i put her to rest.

i told myself she was dead, in that cage i trapped her in

and let myself forget.


but now i'm in her debt.

she is gone. no longer here.

but last night i sat

and i felt the steps

of a tiny caterpillar

and it walked right up to my heart

and it built a cocoon.

and that was fine.

a cocoon is a cage where things go to die.


but it was not fine.

because today

when i read that line

and saw your face

i felt the butterfly

come out of it's cocoon

and decide to stay.





i hope you know i tried


they just won't die.

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