take me somewhere
I'm losing my mind is a crazy thing to say, cause smiling at your name does not make me insane.
I'm dying on the inside isn't true cause I feel so alive when I'm next to you.
accepting my feelings is hard to do
but not when it comes to you
I just don't know what to do
the wrong move could ruin everything I've found
but I have not been given a right one
so I sit here and think
just figuring out "where my heart's at"
though I think I know the truth
I've pushed this away
locked it in a closet and went about my day
to the point I forgot it existed
but now it's back
and it might ruin everything I'm not sure I have
what do I have
if I'm not sure what I want?
what do I need
if I don't know what I have?
I'm not making any sense now.
it's your fault.
I don't make sense when you're around
and I know you both can sense it
by the words you write
and the fears you bare
the dreams we share
and the love that's there
what is love
which is love
who is love
when is love
why is love
how is love
it's you.
it's always been you.
I
am the problem
not you.
just tell me what to do
don't leave this up to me I'll only ruin things
you tell me
what is right
what is wrong
whether or not
I should listen to that song
if I should ever consider
singing along.
just tell me
what to do
before I fuck this up
and have to leave both of you
to start anew.
take the power out of my hands
take your hearts back
stop giving a damn
I'm handing you the switch
you choose you pick
I can't handle this
I'm only a kid
though I'm graduating
I'm still just a kid
too young to know
the right answer
too dumb to know
how to do this
without hurting anyone
but this is hurting me
so I can't just leave it all be
YOU ARE READING
butterfly kisses and sorrow misses
Poetryi don't know yet i just need to put these things that are in my head onto paper or i might lose my mind have i already lost it? poems I wrote as the clouds were brewing.
